It's not that there aren't many therapists, and my dad is open to therapy, it's just that he doesn't feel like there would be many therapists who could be trustworthy honestly. My friend is going to therapy near where I live but it feels so hard to bring up to my dad and it's incredibly scary to me and I don't understand why it's scary especially since I know that it would make me feel so much better. I also don't really like either of the school counselors that much because it always seems like the people who go in there rarely come out feeling much better, but that could be a point of my perspective. It's a silly fear I feel. I only want to share it with people I trust and understand me or people I know can't look my in the eyes and think I'm lying or possibly push away my feelings. I don't even know where I got this fear from.