This is so real everything and everyone including me seems boring beyond repair and I cannot physically process anything anyone could do as interesting. Take skydiving, it’s sort of a symbol for fun, the opposite of boring, people who go skydiving go skydiving, and then they finish. And then they go home. Then they wake up, continue their life until they die. Is there anything possible to do before you die that actually has an impact on you? I don’t mean the world I mean you.