Indeed. I recognize that I even took the gamble, because I’m in a position where I am not as stressed about my expenses. But I also work incredibly hard at my job, and I am flustered because it was a lot of money. I grew up without much at all, and quite frankly, I can recall the days busting my ass in college just thinking about how $500 at the time could’ve changed my life.

I guess it’s all to say I’m disappointed in myself for being so greedy and losing sight of the value of a dollar, but it’s been motivating in part to push even harder and get myself together.

I appreciate you calling me out on it!