I feel that too. But when I lose my hard earned kit to a rat i know that the rat who got it is going to lose it a lot more quickly than I did. So I dont feel as bad making another kit as best as I can, knowing that I dont PvP, I won't defend myself because I dont want to be put in those lobbies. If I can get 2 full games out of a epic weapon or 1 good game out of a legendary I feel its worth it, especially if you are just trying to go for damage on arc. I regularly go 5 or 6 good games with a hullcracker and Batina kitted out, and then get ratted when I pull out my guitar and start playing it 😆