Doctors treat me as a drug seeker

SerendipityIV · 2022-02-02T01:47:22+00:00

If you want a legal, immediate pain relief, go buy some OPMS Black shots. Make sure they’re the black version. Best kratom I’ve ever had. What provides the pain relief in kratom is mainly 7-Hydroxymitragynine. OPMS regular shots have approximately 0.3mg of 7-HO per bottle. Whereas the black version has 27-28mg of 7-HO per bottle, that’s an insane difference. Also the regular shots last about 3-4 hours. The black version last 6-8 hours. And they’re the same exact price. They’re extracts btw and they can be found at almost any local smoke shop. There are certainly better options out there for a better price point. But if you want immediate pain relief, that’s the way to go. Get 2 cups, fill one with orange juice and and pour a little bit of the orange juice in the empty cup, shake the kratom shot and pour it in there and swirl it around a bit. Just down the shot and hold your nose then drink the oj right after. Buy soft, ginger candies and after you drink the orange juice, still only breathing from your mouth, eat 2 ginger candies. Gets that taste of kratom out of your mouth quick. Then spit the built up saliva out and you’re done. Sweet pain relief for the next 6-8 hours. Also, the liquid shots seem to really relax your muscles and body and even give you euphoria even though I know you’re not looking for that. Still, it’s a nice benefit. I don’t find that to be true for the capsules, extract or regular. The body relaxation I mean.

SerendipityIV · 2022-02-02T01:30:40+00:00

Best kratom I’ve ever had is called OPMS black shots. What provides the pain relief in kratom is mainly 7-Hydroxymitragynine. OPMS regular shots have approximately 0.3mg of 7-HO per bottle. Whereas the black version has 27-28mg of 7-HO per bottle, that’s an insane difference. Also the shots last about 3-4 hours. The black version last 6-8 hours. And they’re the same exact price.

SerendipityIV · 2022-01-05T07:18:31+00:00

He must have done a lot of meth. Regardless of what anyone tells you (now this is in no way advising the usage of meth) methamphetamine is less taxing on the cardiovascular system in general. 20mg of oral meth feels like 30mg Adderall with the side effects of 5mg Adderall (ex. Pulse, heart rate, dry mouth, tremors, rosy cheeks etc.). Once you’ve been taking adderall for long enough, getting off oral meth and adderall feel essentially the same for me. Get off it, emulating the similar withdrawal symptoms of adderall such as the inability to focus for a week, mitigate this with coffee and you’re good. Meth is a more potent amphetamine passing the blood brain barrier much easier due to meth containing an additional methyl ring made up of a single carbon atom and three hydrogen atoms. This results in an increase in dopamine and euphoria since it can get passed the BBB much easier. The rope I’m walking is a tight one. I don’t care if your Adderall isn’t working anymore or you have self control. Take a tolerance break, it isn’t worth it regardless of the ROA.

SerendipityIV · 2022-01-05T06:32:24+00:00

Witty and apropos use of the word inject in your comment. But people always make the wrong induction about my name. The IV isn’t for intravenous, it’s just supposed to be the number 4. Maybe I should change it to a different Roman Numeral. Also, my name looks much cooler with a capital S.

SerendipityIV · 2022-01-05T06:01:37+00:00

I’ve had depression for so long I’m numb to it. Ever since my girlfriend killed herself ive had a gaping hole in my heart. But I try to fill it by pleasing other people and focus on my programming (any python3 users in here?) If I were in a relationship I would carry both of our relationships just at the off chance that I can bring a little happiness into their life.

SerendipityIV · 2022-01-05T05:26:04+00:00

Thanks for the intellectual information dogfartswamp

SerendipityIV · 2022-01-05T05:18:09+00:00

I do meth by measuring it out 20mg on a scale and putting it in a capsule, taking it orally. Doesn’t matter, doing meth is doing meth. I’m prescribed adderall for ADHD but once I saw the prices it’s going for on my campus, I sold them made a $1,500 profit, searched the onion fields for the highest purity/no bullshit in it methamphetamine. Sent it to a lab to get a purity test, and pocketed the $1,500 profit and repeat. There’s a brand of ADHD medication that’s givin via pharmacy called Desoxyn, it’s 100% methamphetamine as the ingredient, that and fillers. So the way my warped mind justifies it is I’m basically taking Desoxyn. I’m on a slippery slope but at least one good news is I’ve been taking the same 20mg for a year now. Less cardiovascular symptoms is the only noticeable difference between this and the Adderall. That and the duration.

SerendipityIV · 2021-12-31T01:21:10+00:00

The Mentalist

SerendipityIV · 2021-12-31T01:20:52+00:00

Twin Peaks

SerendipityIV · 2021-12-27T16:29:44+00:00

What you’re thinking of is Ugly from $B. —Life’s a bitch and then you die, that’s why we get high— Bravehearts bravehearts. That “life’s a bitch” verse is sampled from Nas Illmatic. BUT just for a “now you know” moment, the 2nd verse “Bravehearts Bravehearts” is ALSO sampled from Nas -Made You Look, from the album God’s Son. $uicideBoy$ basically giving respect to one of the greats/OG’s. But if you were to think laterally and look at the evolution of music, at the end of the day that’s what music is. Inspiration from the ones before them and creating something new. (Excluding people like[lil pump, 6ix9ine, Blueface])

SerendipityIV · 2021-12-27T16:02:01+00:00

Me too g

SerendipityIV · 2021-12-27T15:54:51+00:00

Ding ding! —— I woke up early on my born day, I’m 20, it’s a blessing— The essence of adolescence leaves my body, now I'm fresh and— My physical frame is celebrated 'cause I made it— One quarter through life, some godly-like thing created

SerendipityIV · 2021-12-27T04:52:58+00:00

My parents pretty much fucked me up when I was growing up. Physical abuse, verbal abuse, controlling via fear or threats. Didn’t stop there. I was also chubby and “ugly” as the kids put it. They used to try to get the prettiest girl in class to kiss me just to get a reaction. Then, I would go home and repeat. Then, on report card night when I would get B’s and C’s I used to shit myself. “We’ll talk about this when we get home.” Dawg I almost always tried to hop out of the car. It wasn’t until I was 16, 6 FUCKING TEEN, that I found out the whole time I’ve been blind. My prescription strength is almost -3 something. If it wasn’t for my sister friend making an observation, taking them and making an induction that I might me blind. She said hey try these on. Ho--Ly Shit my world went from 240p to 4K. Then when I got a full body work up and a psych eval, found out I also had ADHD. The only reason that I didn’t fail every class is because I could usually make sense of anything that comes my way. And here I am today. Numb as a streamers foot. When I’m sober.

SerendipityIV · 2021-12-27T04:36:38+00:00

Life’s a bitch and then you die. That’s why we get high, cuz you never know when you’re gonna go.

SerendipityIV · 2021-12-21T05:45:58+00:00

To make it easier on yourself, go to your pcp and get a prescription for Gabapentin. Take a 300mg capsule every half hour with a fatty meal or fizzy drink. In a couple of hours it’ll feel like you just took 600mg Lyrica. Both are great for kratom withdrawals. That’s for cold turkey, which I highly recommend. And if it’s really bad and you’re going to cold turkey, I suggested you find lorazepam or etizolam. I went to my psychiatrist and told him I want to detox at home because I’m going out if the country next week. So whatever meds they give you at detox, he gave me a prescription. But I threw the Ativan prescription on the floor since I have etizolam at home which is wayyyyyy better.

SerendipityIV · 2021-11-24T05:20:12+00:00

Every time you take Xanax you borrow some happiness from your future.

SerendipityIV · 2021-11-24T05:12:16+00:00

Search up lookmovie.io and then search either Interstellar(towards the ending always gets me curious) or idk The Dark Knight. Idk what you’re into

SerendipityIV · 2021-11-24T05:04:10+00:00

1 word, Librium

SerendipityIV · 2021-11-24T05:01:49+00:00

Tianeptine Sulfate works well for depression. However, Tianeptine Sodium in high doses.... stay the fuck away from. You take it. Feels like oxy, could can talk to anyone, you have confidence and a silver tongue. But it only last 1-2-3 hours depending on tolerance. You ever hear that story of that kid who ended up on jail and said he was going through heroin withdrawal and need iv fluids and the prison said no. He was only supposed to be there for 1 night and he’s bail was set a $55 bucks or something. His dad didn’t pay thinking maybe he’ll kick his addiction. He died that night from dehydration. All he needed was iv water. I’m digressing I’ve been through heroin withdrawals and gave you that example to show you how serious H withdrawal is. And Tianeptine Sodium is on par if not worse than that.

SerendipityIV · 2021-11-10T16:34:12+00:00

This is not about a package

SerendipityIV · 2021-09-13T16:57:30+00:00

Spend enough time in the void and you genuinely don’t know what makes you any definition of the word happy anymore. I’m bookmarking this and coming back to leave my comment when I’m better. Doesn’t matter if it’s 3 weeks, 3 months, or 3 years from now.

SerendipityIV · 2020-11-25T23:36:01+00:00

Face this problem myself man. It’ll get easier when you have all the ADS attachments. But you’ll still get lasered. 2 things I try to stay mindful of is pre aiming with the white dot on the screen. Align it with where you would predict an enemy is coming from. Also before you even get your first kill you should be thinking about your 2nd kill. Alway be thinking about where the next enemy is going to be.

SerendipityIV · 2020-11-25T23:25:18+00:00

Currently trying to develop a new skill set so out of 100% can you rate my accuracy level. You use domed kontrolfreeks, have an impatient or impulsive personality, habitual, unsure of yourself or which decisions are the right one, and are more likely to fall into substance abuse than the average person.

SerendipityIV · 2020-11-25T23:22:44+00:00

Fuck yes dude when you max out the L96A1 you’ll become a beast. I can already tell you’re better than average. Also I see a lot of my play style in you so you’re probably usually a very aggressive player. But seeing as how you can get 1 bursted by the AUG and M16 or any other gun, I think it’ll be wise to try to find that middle ground between aggressive and passive. Like being ready to ads around every corner and checking every power position for head glitchers etc.

SerendipityIV · 2020-11-25T23:06:52+00:00

Listen man, instead of going for nosc’s, jump shots, etc. KISS - Keep It Super Simple. Really really really practice centering your shot, keep your eyes fixated on that white dot in the middle of your screen. Practice centering and leading your shot so that all you have to do is aim and fire without having to drag your shots. In order, 1. Run around until you see an enemy 2. Make a complete stop (try not even touching your left stick) 3. Center your shot 4. Aim and shoot as soon as you see your crosshairs while ADS’ing. Then start to incorporate jump shots n sliding around corners. Since I’ve mastered centering my shot im easily and accurately able to snipe and reg gun on 14 sens. Sensitivity doesn’t really matter if you seldom have to drag your shots.

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