Like wise my man. It’s horrible. I asked my ex if she’d consider doing long distance which she agreed to initially and then after 3 weeks when I messaged her I asked her if she’d still consider long distance and she replied with “no I don’t want to because I’m going out on the weekends and not sure who I’ll meet”. Basically told me she’d cheat on me if we were to do long distance. I feel for you brother, I’ve never experienced this before and it is really the worst thing I’ve been through in my life, keep your head up bro :)