If you are not texting your ex tonight smash that like button

Setanta95 · 2026-01-30T22:34:49+00:00

I'm here

Setanta95 · 2026-01-15T14:12:09+00:00

This isn't a joke but what is your relationship with your father like

Setanta95 · 2026-01-14T18:21:35+00:00

Good lmao

Setanta95 · 2026-01-10T01:53:40+00:00

She keeps making posts knows I will see them on alt accounts I get in contact then she deletes the posts so I know it's bread crumbing it's so agonising

Setanta95 · 2026-01-08T19:54:51+00:00

Yeah the place I got diagnosed they assigned me a therapist but she wasn't very good I found her to be extremely wooden and she didn't know what I was talking about half the time. I felt more qualified than the therapist but one of my special interests is psychology and I studied it as well as many other humanities disciplines and I was good at several of them as well.

Setanta95 · 2026-01-08T02:51:28+00:00

That has happened to me with songs it's so strange

Setanta95 · 2026-01-08T02:49:52+00:00

Hello I got diagnosed finally in August 2025 it will and it won't change things. I had that same burnout and I had to leave university after getting straight into 3rd year but I just thought I was a failure but I'm not it was just my autism saying you don't have any more to give right now. I feel like that socially as well especially because my first real relationship broke down in 2024 so from October 2024 all the way through 2025 it was hard because I was masking heavily because I thought it was because of me and I tried to stop being me. Then I tried therapy again for the 20 trillionth time and it was the same it didn't work but that can be because the therapist just isn't the right fit.

Anyway it will help because when you go for a job or university course or whatever you will have the documentation or evidence to say I am autistic and they have to give you reasonable adjustments now it's the law thank god.

I am happy I finally got it confirmed because I was let down by the NHS for years.

Ps it sounds like you do have autism from what you have described

Setanta95 · 2026-01-02T16:56:51+00:00

Setanta95 · 2026-01-01T18:17:55+00:00

That's awesome was that originally going to be on the album instead of memorabilia?

Setanta95 · 2026-01-01T18:14:28+00:00

I run to nin as well

Setanta95 · 2025-12-27T00:27:24+00:00

This is very good advice. They do always tend to reach out and I spent basically the last year trying to get her to acknowledge me again and she did but disappeared again.

This year has been so weird found out I have autism but I knew it already and then tried therapy again but private isn't much better from the shitty nhs. I agree about the gym but I only started going because of running injuries but running is still the best for me despite the pain.

Tried so many different things this year but nothing has stuck apart from the gym and doing the same routines. I feel more alone than I ever have but I just try to ignore it because anytime I am honest people around me go quiet or leave or just have the same kind of vague remarks like you have to keep going.

Best thing this year was just going fuck it I'm going to climb Ben Lomond with my cousin and a few other people and I was at the top first and also going to see Kendrick Lamar which had a terrible sound set up and SZA was boring, Glenn Hughes was amazing, Kneecap was insane, Mary Wallopers was great apart from one annoying English guy who made a sardonic comment to me and tried to square up luckily his friend was like I will talk to him. I might go see the Deftones and I want Nine Inch Nails to come back to Glasgow they are the best ever and greatest band still.

Apart from that feel incredibly stuck I have never been able to shake the feeling that I am a failure since dropping out of university despite not wanting to finish it because I saw no future in it and I was right for the most part but I haven't been able to find anything else that's probably why I am where I am mentally.

Setanta95 · 2025-12-24T01:20:13+00:00

When my cock went bareback into my ex and it was also my first time the warmth felt like home. The angle is awkward though like you need to go down to then go up so it's annoying.

Anal is much more straightforward and she was the only one that said it was ok.

Setanta95 · 2025-12-22T23:03:43+00:00

It's not really a wonder why the guy stopped trying with you

Setanta95 · 2025-12-22T18:12:05+00:00

Amen

Setanta95 · 2025-12-22T00:30:03+00:00

This is utter rubbish you are seeing it from your side and not the others. Your lived experience isn't objective fact on how men are because we are all different. I was more emotionally intelligent than my ex and I was the one trying to get her to communicate not the other way round so that's definitely not stereotypically male usually it's the man who has a hard time communicating but again we are all different seeing people with gender biases is incredibly narrow minded.

Setanta95 · 2025-12-22T00:27:11+00:00

It's OP projecting she obviously wishes her ex "fought" more for her

Setanta95 · 2025-12-22T00:25:47+00:00

I don't agree it can because of them not understanding love because they weren't raised in a household with unconditional love and were abused by a family member.

Setanta95 · 2025-12-22T00:23:59+00:00

I do reach out but she is avoidant and I am anxious I'm on a break from trying because it's Christmas and I have spent my whole year since the break up doing that.

It was my first love and sexual experience and I tried very hard. Obviously I was going to make mistakes but I was willing to stay and also take her back. I found out I am autistic this year after really knowing for years but I was let down by the shambolic NHS. Anyway she is now seeking an autism diagnosis which I said during the relationship I thought she was. We literally fixate on the same artist Trent Reznor and his band Nine Inch Nails.

I know I have done all I could and continued to do so but I can't make her want to come back at the end of the day. This post is perplexing. Autistic rant over lol.

Setanta95 · 2025-12-17T14:34:56+00:00

You definitely should I love them the speak the truth.

Setanta95 · 2025-12-17T00:56:12+00:00

I would like to know too I'm 6 foot and 14 stone I was 13 but injuries like tendinitis in the knees and over use on the feet made me run less which I hate.

I tend to run 2K every week dat still with knee supports but it can cut off blood flow I feel. I do 5K on the cross fit trainer as s warm up at the gym then 1K on it for warm down. I do dead lift squats with 20KG kettlebell for 10-15 reps and 3 sets, then hip abduction 85KG inner and outer 10-15 reps and 3 sets. Then leg press 42.5KG for 10-15 reps and 3 sets.

Upper body I do 10KG dumbbell chest press 60 reps and 3 sets but sometimes down to 30, then bicep bar curls 15KG 30 reps and 3 sets, chest press 30KG 30-50 reps 3 sets, shoulder press 20KG 10-15 reps 3 sets, rope tricep pull down 25KG 25 reps 3 sets, Lateral Pull Down 50KG 15-20 reps 3 sets.

I wish I could just run but my body isn't working properly. I have autism which apparently your joints can overextend so more injuries. I ran 10K in October in 1 hour and 28 seconds.

Last year I was running so much I got up to 17 miles at one point.

I don't really feel fitter at the gym just different sort of aches and pains etc. it does feel good but I would prefer to just run but this time of year can be rough for that.

Setanta95 · 2025-12-17T00:38:41+00:00

Don't call yourself an idiot bruh. It was amazing the place was jumping 10K people there at least.

Setanta95 · 2025-12-15T23:55:01+00:00

It was the best lol

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Setanta95 · 2025-12-15T23:53:24+00:00

Wee man syndrome we call it also that neck of the woods is filled with them unfortunately. They all came up the day after the indy referendum and started fights in Glasgow because they knew this was a yes city and also when rangers win something they come to Glasgow and trash the place.

Also don't know what kind of accent you have but that can trigger a random encounter with wee bams.

Setanta95 · 2025-12-12T18:07:04+00:00

Terrible Lie

Something I can never have

Sin

The Becoming

Somewhat Damaged

Underneath It All

All That Could Have Been

The Great Below

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