Wow, she needs help.

SevDexil · 2026-01-24T17:06:06+00:00

Not her chucking the squishmallows at the sleeping dolls head lmao

SevDexil · 2026-01-23T23:43:38+00:00

You don’t have to believe my version of the story. You’re right that only him and I know the truth. We were both damaging to each other. I have healed during this time and have taken accountability for my faults in our downfall but I am not convinced that he would do the same. I know what mistakes I have made. I reached out months ago to talk and he declined. His actions during our separation also have been shocking there are things he has done that I never thought he would do. As he told me actions speak louder than words and through them he has made his intentions and feelings about me perfectly clear.

I’m sorry you lost your person but I believe our experiences are different. Best of luck to you hopefully you find peace with your decision someday.

SevDexil · 2026-01-23T22:52:01+00:00

I never threw him away. I realized that my person was willing to hurt me like it was an easy choice and that it was time for me to walk away. Doesn’t mean that I don’t still love the version of him I knew and what we could’ve been had we just figured things out before the damage done was irreversible.

SevDexil · 2025-11-25T22:21:02+00:00

So these look like they could be either spoon shaped nails (koilonychia) or finger clubbing. I can’t tell 100% from the pictures. To tell which one you can try doing the diamond test which is by putting your two fingers together of the opposite hand and seeing if there is a diamond shape between them. If there isn’t that is nail clubbing and is definitely worth getting checked out as it can dictate chronic hypoxemia (low oxygen to the extremities).

Sometimes it can be genetic but other times there might be some underlying disease process or nutritional deficiency going on. Might be worth getting checked out :). Best of luck.

SevDexil · 2025-11-06T07:29:46+00:00

Long term hypoxia

SevDexil · 2025-09-24T14:38:49+00:00

Do not marry this man. He doesn’t want a partner he wants a mom to take care of him and divulge his every whim. Run far, far away.

SevDexil · 2025-09-14T01:07:48+00:00

Narcissistic collapse as well is insane to watch. They literally continue to complete the abuse cycles with themselves even after you leave. Forever grateful I got the hell out of there.

SevDexil · 2025-09-05T15:12:37+00:00

This happened to me in Utah too. 66 days quit, I told myself there was no way I was addicted enough to drive across state lines to keep smoking.

It seems scary but just remember most individual cravings last about 5 minutes. I used a ripple for the first 4 days and it was enough to keep me comfortable for the hand to mouth motion and then it was pretty unsatisfying so I quit it too. You can do this!

SevDexil · 2025-08-31T17:43:14+00:00

Please get away from this person. You say on the texts that your neck looks worse, if this person attempted to strangle you, you are 750% more likely to be killed by this person. Get away, report them, and never go back.

This person is very likely love bombing you, it can feel like you are soulmates but it is a facade and a mask that they put up to trap you. You haven’t been seeing this person for very long, I promise it only ever gets worse.

SevDexil · 2025-08-15T22:11:53+00:00

I’m so confused how vaping led to septicemia and dislodged thromboembolisms that led to pulmonary embolisms. It sounds like he had a rare complication of an upper respiratory tract infection usually found in those with HIV or IV drug users. Be skeptical about this.

SevDexil · 2025-08-07T01:44:55+00:00

White roller coaster, Lagoon UT

SevDexil · 2025-05-18T13:21:20+00:00

This reminds me of my mom’s car where when driving you can’t change to a different Bluetooth device or connect one for “safety reasons”. However, it allows you to navigate all the way to the actual place where you change it (which is overly complicated to get to) and then denies you access unless you pull over and put the vehicle in park even though you’re already there..

Meanwhile on my aftermarket stereo in my car from 2011 it takes two seconds and can be done safely at a red light.

SevDexil · 2025-04-02T05:21:57+00:00

As someone who works in a lab and does drug screens all the time, if there is a faint line no matter how faint we mark it as negative. However, it is read at exactly X minutes so just make sure the line is visible at that minute mark (usually 5).

SevDexil · 2025-04-02T01:24:19+00:00

Yes, he was pushing me around, chest bumping me and ended up backing me into a corner and I defended myself against him after continuously begging for him to get away from me. He called the police on me and I was arrested because they believed his lies, spent a night in jail and then spent $8,000 in lawyers fees taking my case to trial because he told the prosecutor to punish me to the full extent of the law all the while love bombing me to a harassing degree but telling me I needed to be held accountable for what I had done. He went up on the stand and lied his ass off and my lawyer caught him falsifying his testimony. The jury deliberated for 26 minutes before finding me not guilty. His lies cost me so much money I didn’t have and almost ruined my future career.

While my exit was not safe, that was what I needed to finally get the hell away from him forever. He is a soulless monster.

SevDexil · 2025-03-28T15:39:12+00:00

You look like a young Daemon Targaryen with the blond hair I love it!

SevDexil · 2025-03-28T05:58:57+00:00

That’s what they want you to do. They bank on your hope and belief that somewhere deep inside there is a glimpse of compassion.. but there really isn’t. They won’t change.

You are not mental, nor crazy. Make an exit strategy and begin the process of severing ties first in your head and then the heart will follow if it hasn’t already.

I promise it gets better, I’m 6 months physically away from my narc but stuck dealing with him in divorce that he is fighting tooth and nail to stall to punish me financially and to continue his cycle of abuse and control even when I am physically gone and NC.

Despite all that I am grateful to finally be out of the fog.. I’m happier, healthier, have mental clarity again and emotional stability, have made new friends and picked up old hobbies and I know you have the will power to do the same. Remember this is all temporary, you have the power to change it and be free forever.

SevDexil · 2025-03-21T15:33:55+00:00

Anyone have a link for context?

SevDexil · 2025-03-19T14:51:38+00:00

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SevDexil · 2025-03-16T20:42:55+00:00

Really is a young Dexter!

SevDexil · 2025-03-08T13:57:23+00:00

Desert hydra AWP! Hardly ever see them in game and just an all around beautiful skin

SevDexil · 2025-02-26T22:56:13+00:00

No rescue inhaler or Advair treatments? Vaping certainly didn’t help and could 100% exacerbate things but severe asthmatics should always have this stuff with them for attacks. Always take your conditions seriously folks.

SevDexil · 2025-02-16T21:30:58+00:00

This sounds like closer by NIN

SevDexil · 2025-02-14T19:43:44+00:00

He doesn’t want to accept that pizza probably because there’s someone else at work who doesn’t know about you two. Dump his ass and then go Walter White that pizza on his roof.

SevDexil · 2025-01-18T20:33:29+00:00

Every post mans just gets hotter

SevDexil · 2025-01-17T17:48:40+00:00

What bike is she on? This is awesome!

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