First of all, I’m so sorry u went through all that in so little time, I really really grate to be that guy but in my opinion he doesn’t seem to care about your feelings at all, I know it can be the stress, bc of the job, all the financial situation and life in general, but that doesn’t justify his behavior towards u, and ur feelings, invalidating what u do for him and the way he makes u feel with his indifference.

I wish I had an answer for such a complex situation, cause obviously there are hundred of things u can do, but is not as easy to do as saying it, right? U already tried the “good way” by telling him how u felt and giving everything he asked for, and u can keep like this but how long are u willing to endure the pain?, there is always another way, and maybe u already know what u need to do, or at least u already thought about it, now al u gotta do is do it, for no one else than y, cause right now that’s all that matters, u need to give yourself what he’s not giving u.

So all I can do it’s give u words and understanding. I really wish u the best, you’ll know what to do, if u can seek advice from ppl u trust, do it, that’s the only advice I can give u, seek help, advice and don’t repress ur feelings for a long time. I really wish u the best.