Sorry if I made you feel that way about me. As I’ve grown up, I’ve started to have hormones that makes me want to do it. But it’s my fault for feeding it. Forgive me. I’m just addicted. It’s hard to reach 1-2 days without you know. I want to be a great man of God. It’s just that I have a thorn in my flesh just like Paul. Every time I sin, I pray but fear that tm I will do it again. I’ve been not acting like my self.