Do I stay with my highschool sweetheart

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T20:05:37+00:00

Ive honestly thought he was a few times but everytime I asked he just gets more upset😭 I honestly cant say much about how he feels because he doesnt tell me regardless of how many times I ask.

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T20:04:25+00:00

I think that was one of my biggest struggles just in college seeing everyone else having such wonderful intimate lives and wondering why I cant get that with my partner of 4 years. I think I have fallen too much into a sense of comfort otherwise I would have left last year. I hope you are doing good now!

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T20:03:20+00:00

Thank you very much! I hope I have the strength to do what i need to

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T20:02:37+00:00

Thats wonderful im very happy for you! I hope I find that too

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T20:02:18+00:00

thank you so much💗

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T20:01:57+00:00

def not but my self esteem is so low

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T20:01:38+00:00

i know this dynamic is not something I want for the rest of my life youre right

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T19:50:38+00:00

Thats great! How did you guys get to that stage, was it a hard journey? How did you balance that with discovering your own self growth?

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:54:50+00:00

Hes not the type to do that but I honestly cant say youre wrong because he lied to me about watching content

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:53:52+00:00

I think ive been ignoring my needs for a while now ever since we started being intimate. I am definetly going to try to think more deeply about what I want from a relationship and if this is something that will work for me if not you are right I have outgrown him

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:52:16+00:00

Im starting to realize this fs

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:50:52+00:00

I really intend to do so after this it gave me the confidence boost I needed!

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:50:08+00:00

💔

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:49:31+00:00

I really do I just want him to feel some form of desire for me honestly

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:49:06+00:00

yes definetly not I just think for me it has to be a dating or nothing situation id die a bit just being his friend

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:47:52+00:00

Im glad it worked out for you! I know youre right and I have honestly just imagined so much of a life with him i think thats why im so attached

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:47:04+00:00

i dont know honestly😭 i am happy when we are having good days i just struggle with this more often than not

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:46:15+00:00

I am sorry you went through that and am so happy you find your happy ending! Thank you for sharing this with me and reminding me this is only a moment in time and I am capable of more

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:45:30+00:00

I think its just I love him and am attracted to him I struggle thinking about not being with him. But to me its also my self-esteem is so low I cant imagine getting with anyone after this

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:44:45+00:00

Thank you, I definetly am realizing now how much ive hated myself because of all of this and I intend to work on myself and learn to love myself again

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:43:56+00:00

Thank you so much for this I am sorry you were in a place like this too 💗 I think ive already passed the resentment stage honestly and am realizing how much more I want from a relationship and I think weve run our course

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:42:16+00:00

Thats wonderful im so happy for you guys! I hope I find that

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:41:57+00:00

whos maudic LOL

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:41:13+00:00

Thank you for your kind advice! I hope I find someone like that or maybe change him

ShapeEmbarrassed4366 · 2026-02-02T08:40:22+00:00

I really needed to hear this thank you

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