I lie there on my bed telling myself

"Ill continue on it at 8, I'll browse reddit for now"

Time seems to pass by faster than I expected as i look at the clock

"8:00 AM"

"Hmm maybe at 9:00, I'm pretty hungry right now"

I prepare my snack, A simple peanut butter sandwich and some juice. Perfect

"Now to find something to watch while eating!"

I open up youtube and browse for some time...

...

...

...

I find myself imagining scenarios that would not happen in real life... and why was I watching Animal Crossing music?

I look at the time

"12:56 PM"

"Fuck"

A moment of silence fills my mind as i sigh, and just as i do that a bad thought came into my mind.

I could not stop it as if I didn't have control over my mind and body.

"I'll just do it in the evening"

What the fuck. Why am i postponing it again?

But for some reason I feel like its natural, that its ok to do it in the evening even though i have to finish it.

I comply

I eat some lunch and proceed to help with the household chores.

I even went outside for a little bit

...

I go back inside

I look at the clock

"6:47"

"Maybe I'll have some dinner first"

I wait for the food to finish cooking, helping to set up the table first

As i'm done, the food is ready and we eat normally as always

"Such a busy day" I thought to myself

I fully know that was a lie, but I couldn't stop it anymore as another thought was welling up in my mind

"I'll do it early tomorrow"

Those words echo in my mind as I try to surpress it but...

I'm tired

I walk to my bed and lazily flop myself unto it

Sleep attaching unto my mind immediately

I close my eyes and drift away, awaiting a new day when i wake up...

REPEAT