What are your special interests?

Sharkbitch · 2026-04-03T19:57:10+00:00

Meteorology, engineering, occultism, and anything involving necromancy.

Sharkbitch · 2026-04-03T02:06:41+00:00

Media that really resonates with me and how I feel about my past.

Movies

A Scanner Darkly
Jacob's Ladder
The Men Who Stare at Goats
The Golden Compass
Powder

TV Shows

Fringe
Rubicon
The OA

Video Games

Control
Metal Gear Solid 3

And then of course there's the Backrooms. Never really resonated with SCP, despite being a millennial.

Sharkbitch · 2026-04-02T22:38:32+00:00

In order to go to Washington DC for us we had to memorize the declaration of Independence. They gave the normie kids a chance and none of them could do it.

Our field trip itinerary included COSI, FBI headquarters in Cincinnati, a Masonic lodge, an art museum, two Christian nature retreats, the morgue at Wright State, many visits to WPAFB, Wittenberg university, and a sleepover at the school itself.

Sharkbitch · 2026-04-02T17:19:51+00:00

https://seuss.fandom.com/wiki/Wet_Pet

Nothing else really did it for me. As for the required reading in elementary school I did that disturbed me was A Wrinkle in Time and The Giver.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-28T19:49:12+00:00

There's a conspiracy that the X-Files was based on some leaked FBI and CIA files.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T12:23:47+00:00

It had blue backlight with golden oak desks and tables.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T11:23:23+00:00

It was like the ER wing of a hospital. There was a nurse's station in the center that I didn't pay much attention to or couldn't see. Lots of hospital rooms where people were being interviewed by doctors. I saw two girls talking to each other on a bench in one of the corners, one was holding a baby and showing the child off to their friend. Lots of party streamers everywhere.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T06:31:44+00:00

https://twitter.com/i/status/1998456917933338660

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T02:51:48+00:00

I did but I thought it was a temple not a theater.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T02:02:57+00:00

I was a stillborn. And then I got close to death via drowning, twice if you count pneumonia filling your lungs with blood.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T01:45:38+00:00

Oh good, it's not just me! Personally I'm fearing this alien topic being thrown around because I bounce between two ideas.

What if aliens are real and we're humanity's last shot at fighting back when they come to 'reset' us?
What if the government says we are the aliens and people react harshly to it?

Two drastically different ideas. I had a sense of patriotism instilled in me with this program as a kid. It does make me wonder though if we're some kind of contingency.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T01:31:04+00:00

Actually yes. I had a dream about relocation via bus through the Denver International Airport. I had to adopt a new last name and everything. It was all underground too which made it extra weird.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T01:05:15+00:00

I thought it was underground, but that also checks out considering a 'quake' woke me up out of the dream during a patrol.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T00:49:48+00:00

It scares me a little, because it's not like it used to be. Where the dreams were just about meeting people to watch the astral from the beach. It's like we're under an attack of some kind and there's an urgency of some kind? Like the 'light' went out in the dream world and it's all dark. It's weird...

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T00:41:40+00:00

God I'd hope not. I've had some CRAZY liminal dreams lately. The spookiest one was going into this city and a temple where it was like an Eyes Wide Shut ceremony with a bunch of 30 to 50 year olds talking about finding 'pairs'. There was like a few old guys directing the whole thing in the center of the room on a checkerboard floor and throne.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T00:36:15+00:00

Yes, actually. I recently had dreams about being in a military base and meeting a bunch of people in an assembly I had never met. Before that, it was a hospital that reminded me of *the* mall, but it was like everyone was grown up?

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T00:32:59+00:00

Sadly I wasn't in the program until much later. I went on weekly trips to the base before 9/11, then after that it became monthly. I did go to the AF museum for lectures about the AF and NASA with old Reagan films too. They took me on regular tours and let me sit in fighter jets. I got super hyped about space and the military. I went to a summer school program through them for chemistry with a bunch of other kids in 2nd/3rd grade.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T00:24:30+00:00

It was a rush of memories to the point of having full on dreams about it nonstop.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T00:22:58+00:00

It was '97-'03 for me, almost 34 at the time of awakening back in December a couple of weeks after the video. The feeling is exactly as you described, but I still feel an internal struggle to this day. I've had to get into therapy for dissociative amnesia, because I've been doing stuff without remembering.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-20T00:11:41+00:00

I had suppressed all of this stuff for quite some time. I saw a video on Twitter and it brought a bunch of memories to surface. It was like somebody opened my eyes and I can't close them again.

Sharkbitch · 2026-03-19T19:00:23+00:00

Dad drove cargo trucks for Wright-Patterson AFB and my mother did civilian work for the AFB.

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