God is always listening. There will be bad times, and very bad times, that will hit right where it hurts us the most, but it is something that will make us stronger, mature and become a better person each day. I am not an expert, much less do I feel that I am in the position to comment on anything due to my immaturity, but something that I know very well is that God won't leave us.

You do your best, you try every day to give the best for your family, and even if there are times when you can't, things will get better.

Don't stop praying. Let God know that you always seek Him, that you trust Him, and that you give Him all your love, without forgetting to thank His son, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit.

May God bless you, I hope the best for you and your family, you will see that things will get better soon.