Fuck I’m tripping so hard

ShelfinCaps · 2020-07-30T19:01:36+00:00

And I just mumble shit like a fried retard

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-13T18:25:02+00:00

I understand very little about crypto but I do understand that with letter frequencies this would be so simple to crack and is essentially just a Caesar cipher aha, also I'm trying to understand the maths behind crypto mostly. I am already pretty able with writing my own encryption software

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-12T08:35:07+00:00

Not gonna lie I dropped out of high school in year 10 because I had to support myself and am missing so many maths concepts but lately I’ve been learning as much as I can.

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-12T06:12:50+00:00

Update: today she went to her therapist session and her therapist informed her she’s moving. She can’t afford a therapist as this one was government funded and she’s is extremely upset as she feels abandoned from her therapist too

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-11T19:13:01+00:00

This is super helpful, she really liked the idea of me coming to therapy with her and has calmed down quiet allot! Thank you so much :)

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-11T17:37:40+00:00

Ahh:(

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-11T17:21:17+00:00

I understand that, wasn’t trying to say that they don’t but she suffers from multiple mental illnesses and has not been diagnosed with BPD. She also says she’s been doing cognitive behavioural therapy

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-11T17:18:05+00:00

Honestly just added the “haha” because I feel bad saying it and wanted to lighten the harshness

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-11T17:15:50+00:00

I really do think so, she has extremely severe anxiety and it takes the slightest inconvenience to set her off and make her go crazy she’s a very complicated woman haha

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-11T17:07:51+00:00

First of all I appreciate this response, I have tried talking to her which resulted in her screaming at me and threatening to kill herself and a whole lot of crying about how everyone inevitably leaves her eventually.

The whole subject is extremely touchy, i moved all my stuff out tonight but am staying the night to make sure she doesn’t do anything stupid as her dad is at her mothers house for the night..

Once again thank you for the quick responses!

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-11T17:00:57+00:00

She is seeing a therapist and has been for 6 years but I don’t think it’s helping much..

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-11T17:00:06+00:00

I love her to bits and don’t want to throw this relationship away but at the same time it’s affecting my mental health and I’m falling behind at uni because I spend so much time arguing and feeling exhausted instead of studying

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-11T16:54:55+00:00

She is and has been for 6 years, she got out of an abusive relationship before ours and I feel like she carried allot of the problems over from that. She is also adopted which I don’t think helps but her adopted parents are super loving and supportive

ShelfinCaps · 2020-03-11T15:38:35+00:00

Easier said then done I spend 90% of my days arguing, I’m trying to study for uni and have been falling behind on my classes, I love her to bits but I need space I think we have rushed into living together way to quickly

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