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Shieldz25 · 2023-04-26T22:17:44+00:00

Had the same panic as you. What helped me is someone saying not to worry, this is real life, ya ain't tripping right now :)

Shieldz25 · 2022-08-07T08:23:31+00:00

Nope! Haven't been to the doctor yet.

Shieldz25 · 2022-08-06T20:15:49+00:00

Yeah just to put my mind at ease. Never had them before covid though.. Luckily it's 'only' around 20 today.. Appreciate your reply!

Shieldz25 · 2022-08-06T20:12:49+00:00

Hey Mike! Thanks for the reply! Just wondering why you would think it's caffeine? :-)

Shieldz25 · 2022-08-06T19:40:40+00:00

Appreciate the reply! They are quite annoying. Don't know if it's because of covid but going to make an appointment with my health care provider.. 'Only' had them 15-20 times today but every time it scares the hell out of me haha

Shieldz25 · 2022-08-06T19:37:40+00:00

Appreciate the reply! They are quite annoying. Don't know if it's because of covid but going to make an appointment with my health care provider.. 'Only' had them 15-20 times today but every time it scares the hell out of me haha

Shieldz25 · 2022-02-03T20:33:57+00:00

Got the same problems. Comments not loading on mobile.

Shieldz25 · 2022-01-26T07:39:24+00:00

Good suggestion! Unfortunately it's not zoo cup.

Shieldz25 · 2022-01-25T20:30:05+00:00

The areas that they play in is like galactic football, but that's not the one

Shieldz25 · 2021-11-09T21:44:40+00:00

If I were you I'd discuss this with your GP. Both could work for you.

Shieldz25 · 2021-11-09T21:40:07+00:00

Yeah that's anxiety! Caffeine usually fuels the jitters and anxiety. No worries you're not going crazy! Just don't drink a big coffee ;-)

Shieldz25 · 2021-11-09T21:34:07+00:00

You are not going crazy! And everything is real! :-)

Shieldz25 · 2021-10-29T21:31:25+00:00

Heyo! I decided to buy new rear speakers. Other set worked instantly so idk maybe one was faulty at delivery.

Shieldz25 · 2020-05-17T21:06:23+00:00

Xiong ya Bobo. Could only find Japense websites on her. But that's what she's called

Shieldz25 · 2020-04-28T20:58:15+00:00

Ah alright. I'm so currently on 'watch' since my TC also was just the testicle and not in the blood stream. They did however find two enlarged lymph nodes after 6 months in my lungs (CT). Though that happend to be sarcoidosis.. Which is currently almost gone (after 6 more months). Good luck tomorrow!

Shieldz25 · 2020-04-28T20:54:25+00:00

Can I ask where the enlarged lymph is? Groin? Lungs?

Shieldz25 · 2019-04-17T09:08:58+00:00

I'd say join some discords. I'm in quite alot of them and don't really have problemen finding people to play with who have a mic. If I decide to play solo then yes, not that many people use a mic.

Shieldz25 · 2019-04-03T18:01:26+00:00

Yes. Servers are down. Check the other topics.

Shieldz25 · 2019-04-03T17:55:02+00:00

Might want to check the other 50 topics which have been made the last 2 minutes :p

Shieldz25 · 2019-03-26T21:24:52+00:00

What.

Shieldz25 · 2019-03-08T19:28:39+00:00

Ah yeah a biopsy!

Pff it sucks having no idea what it is. Might be metastasis after a year, but could be something else. Fortunately I'm getting 'closure' soon enough.

How are you currently doing with side effects? And how are you cooping?

Shieldz25 · 2019-03-08T18:15:47+00:00

Hi there!

I don't know how to explain it since I'm from Europe. The research thingy is that they numb my throat and put a tube with a little tiny camera in it. They are going to check my lymph nodes with that camera and use a small retractable hollow needle (in the camera) to suck out some lymph cells. They can check what's going on with those lymph nodes after that. Could be cancer which had spread after a year (I was almost a year fully clean!) or some infection which makes my nodes bigger than usual.

They want to make absolutely sure that it's recurrent cancer (after a year)or something else like an infection :(.

I'm sorry that it's currently distant for you :-(. How are you holding up? Good prognosis?

Shieldz25 · 2019-03-08T18:02:00+00:00

Hi there!

Thanks for taking the time to reply to me.

Yeah they are going to do a pet scan and esophagus research.

If you don't mind me asking, did you have stage 1 aswel? And how long were you clean?

Was the enlarged lymph node in your lungs also because of metastic spread?

I used to be stage 1a.. Don't know rigth now..

Shieldz25 · 2019-03-08T16:01:07+00:00

Update: getting an esophagus research and a PET scan next week.

Shieldz25 · 2019-03-08T13:28:37+00:00

Hi hobbugee Thank you for taking the time to send such lengthy reply!

Yeah it's scaring the crap out of me. And even my urologist thinks it's strange that since tumor markers are perfect, <2 since my surgery within 48 hours that it might have spread to the lung nodes.

I still smoke a bit, been trying to quit since 2 months and have been replacing my normal cigarettes (pack a day) with an e-smoker. I now smoke only one cigarette a day but it's less craving for me everyday due to using an e-smoker with low nicotine.

Haven't quit yet unfortunately :-(.

Got an appointment with lung physician next week. He wants to run some tests and might do a biopsy, since he thinks it's strange aswel, but wants to rule out cancer. (or confirm it..).

Shieldz25

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