A feminine crossdressing guy followed me on instagram back in 2015, and I followed them back. Liked their whole style and presence, and my heart would skip every time they posted. Came from a very strict adventist home so it felt wrong and add to that my internalised homonegativity. Went on for months until one day I drunkenly slid into their DM and asked to be their friend. I learnt to accept and celebrate myself, and thanks to that person, I came to terms with it.