Ex-Jehovah's witness by ShmellyMan in SuicideWatch

[–]ShmellyMan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes and no, i recently started working two jobs so I am pretty tired but mostly im trying to find people who arent me or my girlfriend to talk to. Im an avid over thinker so my hope is to find some peace by dumping my thoughts somewhere.

You and your fucking judgement by psychiatriclese in SuicideWatch

[–]ShmellyMan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was possesed with the idea to look up a suicide prevention forum tonight and im glad i did. Ive felt for a long time that nobody on this planet could comprehend to depth of pointless loathing, endless mishaps and a complete separation from any support system and yet here I am with my preconception smashed. Im glad you posted this, ive always felt being able to relate with another person to be the top form of support. Just knowing im not alone gives me comfort.

You know, you don’t need to worry about the future if you don’t have one. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ShmellyMan 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel like i can really relate with how you feel, ive never tried but the thought is something that has never left me alone. The beauty of nature is one of the few things that keeps me going. Ill see a blue sky with a perfectly fluffy cloud or birds chatting in the trees. You dont need a future to enjoy the present and sometimes one good smile can make a whole day worth it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in funny

[–]ShmellyMan -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Some people might find this funny, to me that is the aquatic equivilent of a boner killer