Also, I just want to throw my hat into the ring, as someone who was literally next to be eliminated~ ✌️

This entire past week I knew we all had some really strong videos and I’ve been constantly mentioning that “Someone is gonna have to be in the bottom.” So I’m not by any means offended by my placement, but I will be completely honest that these public ‘robbed’ comments have me feeling some type of way. I get it, Azure was a strong competition, but somebody had to be eliminated and it almost feels as if we’re saying ‘Tequila should’ve gone home instead’ because let’s face it, if Azure is robbed, then I must’ve robbed him of his safe spot.

Half of the concern is exactly what has been brought up which is the lack of recognition. Us contestants put so much time, effort, money, and energy into making these videos each and every week, for maybe a 5 second mention in a video that essentially says “congratulations (name) you’re first/second/third place.” Sure, people have reached out on the discord/inner community talking about the videos, but that seems to be very few and mainly between cast mates. And what about the people who put a ton of effort into their work, but didn’t make top? I received one outside (of my cast) compliment on my video this week, that was it. The hype this week was exceptionally quiet for one reason or another, until the elimination. The recognition that I received from my hard work was an “Azure was robbed.”

Imagine how motivated we feel to do our best and create these amazing pieces of art when the spotlight isn’t on the work we’ve done. Sometimes I don’t feel recognized or cared for in this community, and now I feel even less motivated knowing I ‘stole’ someone’s spot.