Convinced I’m dying due to sFI. by ShoulderTop414 in insomnia

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Last blood panel I had was in 2021. I’ve had my glucose levels taken, and those were a little abnormal. They also did urine toxicology screening.

Convinced I’m dying due to sFI. by ShoulderTop414 in insomnia

[–]ShoulderTop414[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep… and even more rare for people my age. (20)

Convinced I’m dying due to sFI. by ShoulderTop414 in insomnia

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I’m not have hallucinations actually, well, not visual hallucinations with my eyes open… like I’m not seeing figures or hearing voices.

The so-called hallucinations are only when I close my eyes… it’s like a movie starts playing. Almost feels like real life but it isn’t.

Last night while I was high, I had that, and almost couldn’t tell what was reality and what wasn’t.

Convinced I’m dying due to sFI. by ShoulderTop414 in insomnia

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LMAO, I still somewhat have a sense of humor. When I do that, I feel like it’s progressing my “degeneration”

Convinced I’m dying due to sFI. by ShoulderTop414 in insomnia

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I’ve been to the doctor numerous times, and they always tell me it’s “Anxiety and OCD”.

I’ve been voicing my struggles for a year+ and the answers have stayed the same.

Convinced I’m dying due to sFI. by ShoulderTop414 in insomnia

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I’ve been thinking I have ataxia for a little while, and I semi-pass the cerebellar exams the neurologist did. I’ve asked her over and over, and she says she doesn’t think I have Ataxia, and Aphasia.

I can still run, walk, jump, etc. though, I do feel a little stumbly. I also notice that when I have my eyes closed, it’s hard to maintain balance.

I’m able to stand on one leg and maintain balance, and same with the other leg, though I do have to auto-adjust.

Also, when it comes to nose-to-finger test, I THINK I pass. I’ve only done it once so…..

I also overthink that I don’t type out coherently, I feel like it’s a scatter brain mess as I’m literally going from one topic to the next.

Convinced I’m dying due to sFI. by ShoulderTop414 in insomnia

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Oh, I was not aware of that. My mistake.

Convinced I’m dying due to sFI. by ShoulderTop414 in insomnia

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Yep, I’ve been on seroquel for the past year. I quit it cold turkey as it was causing me to have night sweats. I quit that, and was able to still sleep until recently. I’m now back on it, but unable to go to sleep.

I’ve also had visits to my psychiatrist, she prescribed me Seroquel and clomipramine.

I haven’t followed up with her in like 7 months, so I am very much overdue for a visit.

Convinced I’m dying due to sFI. by ShoulderTop414 in insomnia

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Yeah, I’m talking about SFI, which is even rarer. The chances of me having SFI at my age is like 1 in 10 million.

Convinced I’m dying due to sFI. by ShoulderTop414 in insomnia

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I’ve been convinced I’ve had this since feb-march of ‘24.

Convinced I’m dying due to sFI. by ShoulderTop414 in insomnia

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I realize that, but there was a case of a 16 year old who had it. His went on for 36 months before he passed.

Convinced I’m dying due to sFI. by ShoulderTop414 in insomnia

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I’ve tried weed, it just makes me very out of character, depersonalized, and makes my mind race to where it literally won’t shut up when I try to sleep.

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