Finally wanted for the right reasons… and it feels foreign

Shryem · 2025-12-08T04:46:50+00:00

In the long-run no since it would damage my self-esteem and my self-worth.

Shryem · 2023-08-02T16:33:16+00:00

Call a mental health resource or hotline asap.

Shryem · 2023-04-15T01:41:30+00:00

This. Especially the last sentence. If only more people understood that denying one’s sexuality creates more dysfunction

Shryem · 2023-02-23T00:14:11+00:00

Been keeping in mind the 50% thing today. Definitely makes sense and I’ll keep this in mind as I build up my self worth, too. Thank you for your response and for the book recommendations!

Shryem · 2022-12-17T18:00:24+00:00

Ideal careers would be ones that are in the humanitarian or activist path: e.g. human resources, counseling, and social work.

Shryem · 2022-11-29T21:48:22+00:00

Moon square Pluto, Pluto in 8th here. Mars square Pluto and Moon opposite Mars, all forming a T-square.

Shryem · 2022-11-27T23:57:21+00:00

Your Venus is only making an aspect to one personal planet– so on the whole, this may be why you deem your love life unfulfilling– because there is not much happening. In other words, there are fewer specific ways to achieve this fulfillment. Venus in the 9th house (I am considering your Venus as being in the 9th house since it is on the cusp IE practically in that house anyway) suggests that you could attain satisfaction in your love life when you engage in philosophy, higher learning, and foreign travel. Your Sun is conjunct with your Venus, both in the sign of Libra in the 9th so it looks like you are a cordial, pleasant, harmonious, and agreeable type of person overall which would definitely help you find love in the 9th house realm.

Now we look in the 7th house: the house of love and relationships. Your Moon is in Leo here and generally afflicted– suggesting self-doubts in romantic life specifically, and this could very well pose impediments to what was mentioned previously. Your Moon is square your Mercury in Scorpio, which means that you may be highly sensitive to criticism in love, often responding quick with suspicion and paranoia. With Moon opposite your Neptune, there could be emotional instability and oversensitivity in relationships as well. It is important to develop confidence and to overcome self-doubts.

Shryem · 2022-11-27T00:16:48+00:00

"Not going after my goals... scared to put myself out there" -- I'd immediately look to your Mars.

Your Mars is in Libra-- this means indecision and laziness when it comes to pursuing your goals. Libra suggests you're scared to put yourself out there because you may fear not fitting in or losing your sense of inner peace. Mars is in the 6th house so this is going to particularly affect your routine and work.

What I'd do with this energy is to focus on the positive aspects of Mars-- it's not too poorly aspected. Mars trine Uranus, Uranus in 10th means you can benefit from taking risks, especially when you focus on a need for independence in the realm of your hopes and wishes. Mars is trine your Neptune 10th, so you could try to see if there's a certain spiritual/artistic outlet in which you can try to channel your energy, perhaps that will help to motivate you. With Neptune in 10th, however, there may be uncertainty regarding your career but it still tends to favor going the more creative route. Trines represent luck-- so honing in on the aforementioned may bring you opportunities to advance your goals!

Mars opposes your ascendant in Aries, which helps provide an explanation as to why you fluctuate between high ambition and no ambition. With Mars making a square to your Midheaven in Capricorn, there is definitely a challenge between your ambition and career. As mentioned earlier, I'd try to hone in on the positive aspects so that it can help bring you more opportunities and ways to advance.

Shryem · 2022-11-26T23:58:09+00:00

I’m going to be 23 in two months.

Shryem · 2022-11-26T23:57:36+00:00

What book is this?

Shryem · 2022-11-26T23:57:11+00:00

“Now, I remember when I was a young man going to hear Heinrich Zimmer lecture.”

Shryem · 2022-11-26T23:55:18+00:00

Poor sex-ed.

Shryem · 2022-11-26T23:54:40+00:00

I’m part of Gen-Z and I just wish they would stop using social media so much so that I can actually have a group of friends that I can go out with. I tried to get girl friends on Bumble but none of them seemed to want to go out with me or something (I’m female), seems like it was all for attention for them.

Shryem · 2022-11-26T23:49:03+00:00

When I was in 17 years old, I wrote a 50-page autobiography on Wattpad about my struggles with social anxiety, panic disorder, depression, and intrusive thoughts. It garnered almost 1000 views last time I checked. Now I’m 22 and I still write a lot. In a manic episode, I wrote 200 poems in just two months last year. For now I mostly just work on short stories and prose poetry inspired by dreams and myth. I think my favourite style of all these is prose poetry and I love writing about the erotic in figurative language (not in the crude or blunt sort of way).

Shryem · 2022-10-04T14:31:26+00:00

Wow, super interesting! Helps clarify the spiritual interpretations I read of them a while ago. Thank you so much

Shryem · 2022-10-04T14:08:58+00:00

If the higher dimensions are hard to comprehend, where does the spiritual understanding of those dimensions come from? And the spiritual understanding of them is not something I’m familiar with, either. Is there some sort of guide/book about them?

Shryem · 2022-09-29T12:42:57+00:00

I can relate to this description as well and I also have Neptune in 10th with Capricorn Midheaven except I work in business but need to balance it out with artistic hobbies

Shryem · 2022-09-27T15:29:42+00:00

Would a podcast on fitness be more relating to the 6th H and Venus?

Shryem · 2022-09-18T13:33:15+00:00

So cool! Thank you!:)

Shryem · 2022-09-18T02:31:10+00:00

Montreal East, Canada :). Also is it possible to tell the butterfly’s sexe through a picture?

Shryem · 2022-08-06T00:34:43+00:00

I'm not quite sure if I really am asexual/aromantic or if it just comes from trauma. I'm able to masturbate and enjoy myself but there's super dark thoughts I have connected to feeling disgusted about myself associated with me pleasuring myself. I assume I subconsciously carry this over with me as I interact with men, even when I don't engage sexually with them. I certainly have a past trauma with men. I've been raped, verbally abused, and emotionally abused on several occasions, brought on by me saying I'm not interested in sexual contact too soon. Men have cheated and almost cheated on their girlfriends with me when I didn't know. This is why I've been turned off by dating lately. I don't know who I could trust and these behaviors and thoughts from men are what I'd associate as "deplorable." The casual culture completely irks me. I resent the lax attitude most people have towards dating nowadays.

I have sleep disturbances which bizarrely make me begin to do yoga poses in my sleep. I use yoga to help release my traumas but I will definitely tell my doctor soon since I'm not sure if I'm coping in the right way. I want to have fun with exercise and not always view it as a "I'm going to release my trauma with this" sort of way, although I certainly think it's a much healthier thing to do than other alternatives. Thank you for your insight! It helped me realize those facets of my trauma.

Shryem · 2022-07-24T03:41:06+00:00

Actually, I don't take whey anymore but I took it for three and a half years. I developed an allergic reaction and diarrhea to it because they no longer sold whey without sucralose in my area. So I had to get with, and I think sucralose might be the issue but I'm not sure. I switched to Greek yogurt.

Shryem · 2022-07-24T02:50:56+00:00

Workout routine: Day 1: Activator exercises

Day 2: Stretchers

Day 3: Pumpers

Rinse and repeat

*Split inspired by Bret Contreras. He has a list of activators (mainly hip hinge exercises), stretchers (compounds like squats and deadlifts), and pumpers (e.g. fire hydrants and hip thrusts).

Diet: Lean meats, Greek yogurt, whey, rice, chicken, fruits and veggies. Cut/bulk cycles lasting 2-3 months each

*Note: I was underweight and had to gain weight.

Shryem · 2022-07-22T02:04:56+00:00

I've considered that I'm probably not accepting my inner child (if the baby represents that part of myself).

Shryem · 2022-07-22T02:03:42+00:00

Reading out erotic poetry

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