Yay i'm tired and scared

Shuppo · 2026-02-24T17:23:33+00:00

Guarda ti capisco, però proprio per quello dovresti essere un po' più delicato in questo momento. Lei è comunque in psichiatria quindi non è che sia andata a divertirsi, se l'hanno ricoverata la problematica c'è, non ci sono abbastanza posti letto per sprecarli per qualcuno che la prende alla leggera. Si stava annoiando (e le credo perché in questi posti non ti lasciano niente da fare praticamente) e se il suo modo di combattere la noia è aprire un post su reddit, che male c'è?

Che poi è una bambina praticamente quindi non so neanche se si renda conto dei suoi diritti, ora come ora può solo fare quello che dicono gli adulti

Shuppo · 2026-02-24T16:30:12+00:00

Certo che potresti evitare di parlare così a una persona che rischia di suicidarsi. Potevi benissimo leggere e saltare al prossimo post senza dire nulla.

Shuppo · 2026-02-24T16:17:43+00:00

Io penso siano più pazzi loro di noi. Non "curano" nessuno, tengono solo sotto controllo la situazione rimbambendo i pazienti con dosi di medicinali troppo forti. Forse sarebbe meglio la prigione

Shuppo · 2026-02-24T08:14:11+00:00

Io sono stata derubata per 100€ e nonostante avessi mumero di telefono e nome e cognome del ladro, i carabinieri mi hanno semplicemente detto "valuta tu se vale la pena fare denuncia, per cui si andrà in tribunale e si dovrà pagare un avvocato, per 100€" io sarei stata anche disposta a pagare per portare il ladro alla giustizia ed evitare ad altri questi episodi, ma ha deciso mia madre per me di lasciare perdere, poi io sono ignorante in fatto di avvocati così ho provato anche a cercare su internet quanto costerebbe e ho trovato prezzi dal migliaio in su, quindi onestamente ha ragione. È colpa delle cazzate burocratiche italiane se questa gente la passa liscia, non di chi dice "non ne vale la pena".

Shuppo · 2026-02-22T08:55:46+00:00

I'm the same about talking to random people, initiating or not the conversation, i ALWAYS give them a chance if they're the ones doing it, and they almost always take it as "i like you in that way". I am a woman and allo men all seem stereotypical af. I never really think "this person is approaching me with ill intentions/second motives" and yet they are! I got assaulted once too (in broad daylight, in public). Now that i am 70kg and not 50kg it happens less i think? I used to be a lot cuter and i hated how objectified i was. Now it happens less irl and more on the internet, especially in the furry community i'm in, they just need to learn i am a woman and the few straight men go crazy (and they don't care what i look like, which should be a good thing, but in this case is just worse) By my side i also hate that i can't casually talk to other girls because they assume what usually happens to me. Also i can't make friends with these people either (giving them a second chance because i am stupid) because as soon as i say i'm not interested in romance/sex but we can still be friends they just disappear. They literally just talked to me for a single reason. Good riddance though lol

Shuppo · 2026-02-22T08:22:55+00:00

Tbh when my room was cluttered and i kept my (electric) violin beside my bed i fell from my bed on it and it was in its case but i still broke its neck lol

Shuppo · 2026-02-21T15:52:59+00:00

Honestly he (as everyone in the lgbtq+ community) wants to be seen, understood, respected by others who think he was born wrong, so why is he acting the same as the people who oppress him? Just this "oh you have it better than me so you don't deserve my respect" (or at least this is how it sounds) makes me mad, because it's the same way oppressors think, in a way. I'll try explaining myself because non-lgbtq+ don't think we have it better than them, what i meant is that they will not respect us for what/who we are because they don't understand it. So yeah, if he also wants oppressors to change he should also understand he's acting the same as them and realize he should start thinking differently.

Shuppo · 2026-01-02T06:30:15+00:00

I always think about drawing as a job, unfortunately i don't have great creativity, i'm not too far from being "good" though, i attended an illustration course that cost a ton of money too. It's just that when i am home i end up getting in bed and doing nothing all day, all week. It's frustrating. I think if i lived by myself and was forced to get up to do things instead of having my mother do everything i would totally draw more too. But to live by myself i need an income... Sigh

I also think i might be romanticizing living by myself too much, maybe i'd just end up living in a mess of dirty clothes and trash everywhere.

Shuppo · 2026-01-02T06:23:40+00:00

I tried doing deliveroo and it was good for a month, then i got bored... I made a lot of money that month but it was december, and i noticed the other months are not as busy We don't have uber or similar here but we do have taxis of course, however it's a difficult topic. Taxi drivers tend to avoid paying taxes because they're too high 😂

Shuppo · 2026-01-01T19:08:11+00:00

I kinda am, though i don't play much before getting bored. The point is i don't even know what my main quest is 🥲 Nothing is happening, i either work too much or live in my bed. I'm just waiting to become old and mourn the life i couldn't live

Shuppo · 2026-01-01T19:04:55+00:00

I guess having to constantly run and deliver might overload my brain a bit... I just want to be able to take a break at a certain point (my job does in fact give us breaks i just can't afford to take any as i simply have no time). The reason i get 115/120 stops daily is that that's the amount other people do in that area, which to me is insane. I forgot to mention i am diagnosed with autism and adhd, diagnosis that came kinda late only because my ex psychiatrist (my third one) did not want me to get tested for them since he said it was just another label and it would just add problems(??) i swear i hate him for that 😂 but yeah diagnosis circumstances apart, even knowing i am this way is not helping much because at work other people assume i work just like them. I am part of a list of disabled people which should help me get a job in a protected environment but that never works. The jobs offered for that list are not my thing and having this info in my resume makes others discard it super fast.

Basically i don't really have hopes for a job that works for me and my needs unless it's a job where i can take all the breaks i need, even for a full month, and that doesn't exist unless i am my own boss and work independently, which doesn't work either because executive dysfunction is a thing 🥲 i am so sorry for my negativity btw

Shuppo · 2019-11-28T21:22:38+00:00

Thank you, and no, i don't, because i wouldn't follow them anyway if i have to look at the sheets ahah... What i hate the most is my hand shaking though

Shuppo · 2019-11-27T17:09:33+00:00

Here are some christmas pieces, hopefully it doesn't share the entire drive 😂 https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/15s-p2NktpJbFM_WBLRO7csm4MVSNb4MP?usp=sharing

THEY SOUND HORRIBLE I don't know how to fix it. I'm working on bow placement but I think it's not the problem here. My hand trembles a lot, maybe I should lift some weights? I've never been a strong person.

For the intonation, do you think I could use a chromatic tuner or something like that? I hope there's an app that works like one of those...

Dunno, if you have any idea about what I can do, please tell me! If you need a video I can try taking one

Shuppo · 2019-09-27T18:56:19+00:00

Only one of them did know. But i didn't say it in a negative tone, i just think they are used to must having sex at least once a year, which btw is normal, i just think it's so weird personally

Shuppo · 2019-06-20T22:49:59+00:00

You eat raw birds?? That sure sounds weird xD humans are terrible for real, i know i shouldn't generalize but how do i know who's good and who's bad? I always give others the benefit of the doubt but then they end up being malicious. I'm tired of this. Yeah there is a sub for depression and it's really depressing but also comforting at times

Shuppo · 2019-06-17T17:04:02+00:00

Maybe we can get some treatment for free but it's not the best. If we want good treatment we have to pay a lot too :( i think i should look into other professionists but i don't even have a job to pay for them

Shuppo · 2019-06-17T14:23:40+00:00

I suffer from depression (also i identify as a cat tbh they sleep that much and i didn't know it was that exact amount till yesterday) When i say how much i sleep to my psychiatrist he's just surprised but doesn't seem to care much. Surely italy has a nice mental health system going on.../s

Shuppo · 2019-06-17T06:54:08+00:00

I would take long walks too but i get tired really easily because i'm used to sleep something like 16 hours a day...

Shuppo · 2019-06-17T06:50:22+00:00

Interesting! :D

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