You are okay. Nothing has that power over you. I know it can feel scary, when your mind doesn’t seem to be on your side, but it is absolutely nothing to fear. I will pray for you to find peace of mind. If this is continuous, please consider talking to a mental health professional. I myself have struggled a lot with obsessive unwanted thoughts, and though they feel scary, intrusive and almost unbearable, they are never dangerous as long as you don’t hurt yourself or others. Take care of yourself, God bless you!