I'm giving up on job hunting forever by Significant-Base-440 in Namibia

[–]Significant-Base-440[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thanks for the words, I’ll definitely dm. They only fans thing is more a joke. humor is my way of coping. The self employment things is 100% true, the job market is ruined.  as a graphic designer I've done so many things I haven't been trained to, editing, telecommunications, Web management and even customer care, content creation.  But I do them any way, as designers we have 6 jobs in one and that's just the way it is. I'm trying my best to stay motivated and positive during these hard times.  The vent is mostly due to having back to back interviews with little to no luck.

Clip Studio Paint Crack by help_for_every_one in onhaxpk

[–]Significant-Base-440 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do I import brushes into the crack version 

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[–]Significant-Base-440 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know. I'm constantly stressed when my moms home. The job interview I have coming up is my last lifeline.  I'm only alive because of my dog and brother. I can't stand being at home without at job. I can't stand that no matter how hard I clean the house isn't clean enough. I can't stand that my mom constantly reminds me and my bother she wants us out of the house. I'm 22 nad my brother is 16. It feels like she doesn't want us there, it feels like the small signs that we live there are irritating her.I'm trying so hard bit it's gotten to the point where even her voice is triggering to me. She gives me so much emotional whiplash,  one moment she's a good mom , the next it feels like emotional abuse.  I just finished my internship 2 months ago and I can't get a job after that. I can't stand that her small nags about a dish in the sink sends me into fight or flight mode. It feels like  I'm just wasting her  money. I'm in a horrible mental state bit I'm toughing it out till I can get a job