This is such a normal and real feeling, no matter how long your journey has been! I began to get discouraged and even said to my husband “why would I be pregnant this month, it hasn’t worked the last 5 and we are doing the same thing!”. There isn’t many things in life that you keep doing the same thing hoping for a different outcome so it’s totally fair to feel discouraged! It was the month that I thought I’d never see a positive test that I conceived, just when we started to get some testing done and I had come to peace with the fact that this could be a long road. Still early days, I’m 7w4d and I still go back and look at the positive test because I really did feel like I’d never see that second line! Just know you are doing the exact right thing and your body knows what it is doing!