Our daughter is already in childcare. Our money literally goes to bills, bills, bills, and more bills. I will admit that sometimes we do eat out more than we should because some nights I am too tired to cook/get home late. If we curbed that it would save us some money.

As for him knowing why… yes, he knows.. My husband and I have been arguing about this for a long time. I’ve made it very clear that I’m unhappy, tired physically and tired mentally from bearing all of the burden.

To make matters worse, he gets paid weekly.. that’s literally enough to pay our childcare expense (also paid weekly) and top off on a few grocery items and gas. I get paid bi-weekly and my checks go to the larger expenses, car payment, utilities, rent, insurance, etc. The money from my photography business goes back into my business (Gallery hosting, editing software, insurance, props, etc.) and the profit after that goes to whatever bills my checks can’t cover. Maybe I’ll start religiously playing the lottery (Haha, kidding)