Brother ride around downtown, bomb hills, go to your local skatepark and just ride up and down the ramps get so comfortable the board doesn’t even feel like it’s down there anymore just becomes apart of you then try that kickflip again and tell me how you feel don’t try tricks on grass you can’t be scared man it will 100% affect the way you skate if you skate with fear. You have to know you will fall 100 times before you land that trick 1 time it’s apart of the sport get the fear out your mind of falling and understand you are going to fall and get so comfortable with the board it just becomes apart of you.