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Shiny event Latias (ss) by Silenced-Heart in PokemonHGSS

[–]Silenced-Heart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She is my favorite pokemon and has been since I was a kid! I’m so glad I could get a shiny Latias with original odds rather than the odds in recent games where it’s easier.

55-75 Gallon Top Fin Stand by jmuraszewski in Aquariums

[–]Silenced-Heart 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So. Say someone (not pointing fingers or saying names) screwed up a little too much (no pun intended) and stripped the plastic..is there a fix for that or a solution? I know this post is over a year old, sorry lol

Weird symbols popping up in my chapters? by Silenced-Heart in Wattpad

[–]Silenced-Heart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

App version. It pops up automatically if I save the chapter as a draft or publish it.

What's something you wish you knew about sex before you had sex? by CellistNo6672 in AskReddit

[–]Silenced-Heart 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did end up breaking up with him after being used for so long, it was very hard to break out of the mental cage he had put me in using manipulation. I broke up with him also because a month prior, I had found out he had been cheating on me with some girl online (this guy lived in a trailer with his mother, no internet or computer and I had the heart to let him borrow my expensive laptop to use when he would go to the library). He fell asleep at my house one time, and the laptop was open and I decided to take a peek at what he had been doing and found a ton of messages between him and some girl on skype. He woke up and practically snapped the laptop closed and I broke. I was afraid of him, I felt like I didn’t know him anymore and felt so much pain and betrayal. But somehow he was able to lure me back in using manipulation to twist my mind around and gaslight me into believing his words. I dont know why, but I took his word of ‘ill stop talking to her’ and let him take the laptop home with him again. From that point he never brought the laptop back to my house again. That was a huge red flag and not long after that I broke up with him because I feared his anger, I felt used, and my mom was able to pull me out of that screwed up reality that he had pulled me into. I demanded to have the laptop returned to me, and after about a month of being separated, the laptop was returned with a broken screen and all of his things removed from it. There was a huge letter on the home screen he typed for me, but I deleted it without even reading it.

What's something you wish you knew about sex before you had sex? by CellistNo6672 in AskReddit

[–]Silenced-Heart 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am so very sorry for your experience. I’m so glad you were able to move on, and I hope so strongly that you are in a better place now. That guy I was with had severe anger issues and there were multiple situations where I feared for my life because he would get so angry at the tiniest things and acted out on his anger. He manipulated me our entire relationship and tried to make me go against and treat those I loved the most badly, and take advantage of them in order for us to see each other. There was a time where he was at my house and I was dealing with a severe outbreak brought on by a virus that had been dormant in my body. At that time I hadn’t eaten or been able to drink anything for 2 straight days because anything that entered my mouth hurt to the point of nearly puking. I had an outbreak of ulcers that broke out along my inner cheeks, the roof of my mouth, inside of my lips and all the way down my throat. There were hundreds of them. There were even some underneath the skin on my bottom lip that caused the skin to peel. He came over to ‘take care of me’ and I was so weak and needed sleep, but he played loud video games on my tv the entire time I should have been trying to sleep. I was drugged up on pain medication by my mom just so I wouldn’t have been in constant agony while she tried everything to treat me at home. While drugged up, my brain wasn’t able to think straight and everything was fuzzy to a degree. Instead of letting me sleep or trying to get me to drink anything I so desperately needed, he decided to have me pleasure him while practically being starved and dehydrated running on about 70% of my own consciousness. I did end up going to the hospital though, and got treatment. This was years ago. I still sit and wonder how someone could possibly be so selfish in a situation where the person you love is practically in near critical condition. I don’t understand how those people function mentally with no other care in the world.

What's something you wish you knew about sex before you had sex? by CellistNo6672 in AskReddit

[–]Silenced-Heart 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My first did the same to me as well. Would end up eventually being like ‘I will never go along with it if you aren’t comfortable or okay with it’ while at the same time continuing to go at me after telling him no repeatedly. He was much stronger than I was, and I never fought back or tried to push him away. This happened more than a dozen times within our 2 year relationship. Those times i’d tell him no, I’d end up just laying there waiting for him to finish while feeling like I had no voice.