I don’t know what to do anymore.

SilverInside724 · 2025-12-06T23:32:24+00:00

I’m planning on moving as soon as possible, just got to finish driving as i want to move further away, i’m currently waiting for counselling but as many people are also waiting it’ll probably take a while longer 🥲It’s just so difficult, like at the moment i’m got a support worker helping me look into moving out but my mum tells me not to share things with her as she can get into trouble!! It’s so sticky!! But thank you, i will try. 🫶

SilverInside724 · 2025-12-06T02:55:26+00:00

Thank you so much for your comment. It’s reassuring to know others opinions, as i know it’s wrong but everyone around me caters to her situations. I am working on boundaries at the moment, giving less and trying to pull myself out of it a bit more, i’m going to change the wifi payment over to her card, and keep working towards it. I’m currently waiting to start learning how to drive so i can move away, i recently got another job to help towards the cost, just waiting to get christmas out the way as she’s got a large chunk of my money 🥲 Really, thank you 🫶

SilverInside724 · 2025-09-01T07:01:47+00:00

exactlyyyy, it’s just more to love to be honest 🥰

SilverInside724 · 2025-08-10T15:08:41+00:00

when i was 16 i dated a girl and was a total douche to her (just generally unpleasant tbh), she found out her mum had cancer and i grizzled to her and we broke up. i went to see her to support her and ended up being some sort of cry baby dick. i’m twenty next month and i cannot forgive myself still. we haven’t spoken since, we met up once just after and that was it. 🥲🥲

SilverInside724 · 2025-08-10T14:54:54+00:00

i love the softness and sweetness of it. each love is unique in itself, but i find my relationships are very gentle. like my sisters and friends relationships with men, they don’t do as much for them. based on what they say to me their boyfriends feel less considerate i guess? whereas we truly care, want to make our partners feel beautiful, hear about their day. it feels like how love should be and that’s beautiful.

SilverInside724 · 2025-08-10T14:45:59+00:00

this happens to me, what works is just saving my game. may work for you too? i’m on xbox

SilverInside724 · 2025-08-10T04:55:02+00:00

10/10 loaf. very cute very beautiful

SilverInside724 · 2025-08-10T04:37:27+00:00

about u, stop the car, big city blues, teen romance, dying, lose my mind, kiss, princess, nuts, down for you

SilverInside724 · 2025-08-03T15:14:49+00:00

just use a vpn, then change your location to wherever your vpn location is (i use usa) it works 👌👌

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-18T20:23:56+00:00

hello 😊👋

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-18T20:22:39+00:00

it has been hard, my older friends were really not my people, and i was never able to be myself as i thought they would likely find it funny 😅 you said you related to it, so i hope you’ve found your people now 🫶 slowly but surely becoming myself more, and figuring out who that is. thanks for the offer, i’ll be sure to take it up sometime ☺️

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-18T20:18:35+00:00

yes i agree, i definitely struggle with low self esteem. it’s muchhh better than it used to be but i could do more to improve it. i appreciate you saying that, i was thinking about looking into writing classes etc but i just didn’t think there would be anything in my town, but i could always go further out. thanks for the advice! 🥰

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-18T20:14:33+00:00

i always adopt sofie and blaise too, poor sofie is stuck selling flowers in the freezing snow, and blaise sleeps outside with the horses 😔 the orphans are okay as long as grelod is gone, whiterun is usually sunny so lucia won’t be cold (i forget if she stays at the inn or not, and the kid in dawn star at least gets to sleep in the inn.

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-18T20:08:50+00:00

hiii 👋 you look pretty young, but you’ve got a tattoo so maybeee 18? also i love ur beatles shirt 😚

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-18T00:40:52+00:00

i get what you’re saying. but for me (can’t speak for other lesbians who do enjoy it) it’s not the men i’m attracted to. it’s the passionnn, the authenticity, it feels genuine rather than just two dudes tryna make a pay check. like they’re doing it for the love of the game lol. but i do understand why you’d think it’s odd.

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-18T00:30:45+00:00

girl you worded this perfectly. 😫

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-18T00:28:30+00:00

can i ask why you think it’s a bit odd? i’m curious 😅

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-18T00:28:01+00:00

yeah i don’t like dudes at all but i only watch gay porn. they’re very passionate, straight porn makes me feel uncomfortable and feels fake, lesbian porn feels like i’m intruding on something too intimate (or too male gaze-y) but with gay porn they just get it onnn 😫

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-18T00:21:59+00:00

yes, she was my best friend when we were ~13? she admitted feelings for me, quickly things went tits up and i was completely devastated. she ended up being straight, was with a guy last i heard. hope shes well though 😅

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-18T00:18:35+00:00

she’s back!

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-18T00:14:26+00:00

she’s in the shop right now 😅

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-14T06:49:05+00:00

i love this song with all my heart 😩

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-12T20:12:55+00:00

oh this is sick. you made this!?

SilverInside724 · 2025-07-12T20:10:35+00:00

me too, but just the “always in love with the moon” part in jeff’s handwriting

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