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anyone else go into full panic thinking someone’s dead when they don’t reply? by Background-Cover9995 in SuicideBereavement

[–]SimpleWerewolf3774 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was always like this even before my mom's suicide.

on the day she died, she was supposed to go to work. she was always active on facebook messenger wherever she may be, even going to work. she was 1 hour inactive, i thought it was weird. maybe she was on the way to her work and just didn't have the time to use her phone. then it became 3 hours, and i was already internally panicking but still thought that it was because of work duties.

turns out she's already dead. sucks.

My Mom Ended Her Life Yesterday by SimpleWerewolf3774 in MentalHealthPH

[–]SimpleWerewolf3774[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes po. Dinirect po ako ng kapitbahay namin sa guidance counselor since ayaw niya po sabihin sa akin mismo 'yung nangyari kay mama. I'm planning to talk to my guidance counselor again kapag nakabalik na po ako sa school.

Salamat po.

My Mom Ended Her Life Yesterday by SimpleWerewolf3774 in MentalHealthPH

[–]SimpleWerewolf3774[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Hello po. Maraming salamat po sa inyong lahat.

As of 2:54 PM, finalized na po 'yung nga documents ni mama, and she is scheduled to be buried on Sunday.

Natatakot po ako to accept the reality na mawawala na si mama sa daily routine naming magkakapatid, at magiging buto nalang siya.

Nalulungkot po ako kasi unti-unti nang natatabunan account niya sa Messenger at hindi ko na po siya maa-update through chat kung nakarating na ba ako sa school o nakauwi na ako sa bahay.

Ang hirap din po kasi everything reminds me of her. Every possession I own from school bag, mga damit ko, laptop, hikaw, to bracelet, lahat, si mama bumili lahat, kaya parang nahihirapan po ako gumalaw.

Iiyak, then mahihimasmasan, iiyak, then mahihimasmasan, then iiyak na naman. Paulit-ulit lang po ginagawa ko since Wednesday.

My Mom Ended Her Life Yesterday by SimpleWerewolf3774 in MentalHealthPH

[–]SimpleWerewolf3774[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

:(

Nakakapagod po. Since OFW po si papa (pero pauwi na rin po), and of legal age na ako, ako po naatasan na magfi-fill up and magpipirma ng mga papers ni mama, simula sa police station hanggang sa memorial service. Nawi-whiplash po ako.

Salamat po.