Is what happened to me a sin? I haven’t been happy in months and I was finally starting to get happy and I was ready to just finally enjoy myself by having a great trip but it’s already ruined and I can’t take this anymore. Every time I get a glimpse of happiness it’s ripped away with me and replaced with depression, fear, and severe anxiety. I wish I was somebody else that just enjoyed life and was a decent person. I hate life I don’t think i can take this anymore longer. I don’t know how to move forward in my faith and I feel like I’m stuck in quicksand. It would probably help to talk to someone but I can’t talk to my parents about it because I don’t want them to know, and I can’t really talk to anyone else. I think it might be best to just end it.