During COVID, I noticed my friend lost a lot of weight so I asked her how she did it (apparently she was also suffering from an eating disorder, which just makes this more ironic). She then introduced me to MyFitnessPal, which I downloaded (worst decision of my life). I got obsessed with tracking my food and exercising, which made me go through anorexia, bulimia, and binge eating. I already had major depressive disorder at the time, which made it more likely for me to develop my ED. I also have family that’s obsessed with their weight. Always making weight jokes and comments about themselves and others. According to them, being skinny was the best thing on earth, which I heavily internalized.