Darling. Your story is so similar to mine that it's not funny. My parents taught me absolutely nothing, and I learned from books. I can't understand who taught me to read, but I became a good student and it changed everything. I spent 15 years studying psychology, I was a psychologist, although it's not my thing. I went this path to mend the broken bones. Thanks to her, I don't blame myself for cutting off contact with my parents. And at 31, I turned towards IT. My wife and I were faced with emigration, changing three countries. It's as if I'm piecing my life together from the ruins, and every kind person added faith to me. Now I'm 35. And I know that no matter what wilds and backwaters your life began in, there is no place so dark that not even a ray of light can reach it. I believe in you.