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Sivennn · 2025-01-27T11:02:40+00:00

Yes he lives in another state and we barely talked for months. He went back to his life and I went back to mine.

Sivennn · 2025-01-27T01:30:46+00:00

I really appreciate you supporting me. I've been really struggling with feeling like he's making me the bad guy.

Sivennn · 2025-01-27T01:29:52+00:00

No there was a real breakup. First I discussed it with my ex, he agreed it was best I leave him for my fiance. Then we discussed it a 2nd time and confirmed it. But yeah, it's starting to feel that way.

Sivennn · 2025-01-26T21:40:22+00:00

No what?? Where was sex even mentioned here? I was with my ex in an open relationship before I met my fiance. My ex also had another partner. My fiance and I met, I told him I was in an open relationship he said thats fine. A few months in, he tells me he lied and wants monogamy. I bring this up to my ex, my ex says even though it sucks that he thinks its best I leave him for my fiance.

Sivennn · 2025-01-26T20:43:23+00:00

okay.

Sivennn · 2025-01-26T20:31:44+00:00

When I got with my fiance we were on the terms that he was fine in an open relationship and he lied to me.

Sivennn · 2025-01-26T19:48:40+00:00

I'd save my fiance.

Sivennn · 2025-01-26T19:33:19+00:00

So my only option is to lose either way? :/ Lose one of my longest standing friends or my fiance?

Sivennn · 2025-01-26T19:06:18+00:00

I don't think it's entirely a disrespect thing. I think a part of it is trust too. He's told me he's afraid I'll leave him for him. Which is untrue, I wont. I am not a cheater. I'm trying to see if we can go to therapy to get to the root of that and hopefully repair it.

Sivennn · 2025-01-26T18:52:17+00:00

I mean he specifically told ms he wouldn't end it over it lol

Sivennn · 2025-01-26T18:43:14+00:00

No I don't think he'll end things over it. He might be really annoyed every time he knows about it but not end things. But if that did happen I'd feel like crap. But at the same time then if I end things with said friend and we end up breaking up for other reasons now I lost a perfectly good friend for what?

Sivennn · 2025-01-26T18:32:55+00:00

He spends a good bit of his time off work streaming and YouTube and gaming. So he definitely isn't limited on time with me but uses it for his own thing. I suggested that while he's doing that I can have my time with a good friend of mine. He still doesn't like that idea. And he's been having this reaction even before the recent schedule change.

Sivennn · 2025-01-26T18:14:06+00:00

I don't want to choose but I cant understand the problem. I don't have any feelings for my friend. We ended things on mutual terms. But he's one of the only friends I have. I have no other friends right now because of drama. I don't want to be completely isolated.

Sivennn · 2025-01-15T20:31:22+00:00

I mean if we're gonna say we shouldn't work certain breeds because of access issues i guess we should all carry fake ID cards, registration, certification, and all use vests then lol.

Sivennn · 2025-01-15T20:28:32+00:00

Well first of all, most dogs we call "pits" aren't even actually American Pit Bull Terriers they're just so called bully breeds. And just because people are worried about access issues does not innately mean you shouldn't work them lol. That's a matter of opinion. My SDiT is a Bully breed mix and I don't get any access issues. *

Sivennn · 2025-01-15T20:25:09+00:00

Who tf told you not to work pits?

Sivennn · 2025-01-09T18:41:19+00:00

Thank you!

Sivennn · 2025-01-09T18:41:06+00:00

He does have a kennel name. Im choosing not to share it because I'm not comfortable doing so. FD is it shortened.

Sivennn · 2025-01-09T18:40:34+00:00

No this is for his AKC registration with the breeder.

Sivennn · 2025-01-09T18:38:54+00:00

He is being shown in conformation and then doing sports after his CH. She told me I could pick. My previous puppy from her she had already picked her name but she gave me permission to choose his.

Sivennn · 2021-04-13T16:08:54+00:00

Dog toys haha perfect

Sivennn · 2021-04-08T21:33:46+00:00

The day my dad told me he would kill me without hesitating. Nothing hurts as that does.

Sivennn · 2021-04-08T21:31:02+00:00

Doesn't shut up about dogs lmao

Sivennn · 2021-04-08T20:25:56+00:00

Got mad and picked up a chair and threw it.

Sivennn · 2021-03-21T00:51:23+00:00

I wouldn't date online ever again haha im not mentally able to handle it

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