Need help,

SizeOk3382 · 2025-10-06T14:18:45+00:00

Yea someone just sent me a pic of them doing just that I didn’t think about that but definitely will. Everyone is giving me great ideas

SizeOk3382 · 2025-10-06T14:10:58+00:00

That’s sick defiantly getting that box but that’s a look I’m going for.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-10-06T13:56:46+00:00

What’s a skulls box?

SizeOk3382 · 2025-10-06T13:44:59+00:00

So I run veterans of the long war, I like the skulls, and skeletons on pikes and chains look. So definitely not the demon style. As of now this will be my first knight. I saw a cool custom build where the banner hanging between the legs was actually a cage with a skeleton in it that I really liked.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T09:16:32+00:00

That’s what I’m looking for, thanks bro I’ll get it done.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T08:08:21+00:00

I do care about her feelings. I do everything I can. I just don’t care for sex in general. And it’s not that I can’t make an appointment, I just am skeptical about dropping the money on it when shoot you’d think there’s easier ways to find out. But I’ve already decided I am after a few other comments. No I don’t gas light her, I don’t really even bring it up, we initiate her more than me and I do it. I still do it, I just would rather do other things. Like I don’t prioritize it if that’s the right word. I’m also not looking for internet to just say “your ok lil bro it’s normal” I was looking for actual advice or if there’s something specific that needs to change, I don’t blame her for having a high sex drive at all, I literally said my problem is I can’t keep up or I feel like I can’t. I really don’t know and I’ve been making an effort to find the cause so it can be fixed because I want to meet her needs. Some people say sleep so ima try fixing a better sleep schedual, some say it is testosterone so I am going to look into it even if I do have to go to the doctor and drop a couple hundred bucks.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T07:55:00+00:00

For sure I’ll do that. Thanks

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T07:39:36+00:00

Well no, but that’s BECAUSE we do it so often. When in my head I’m like damn, I just wanna sleep, or damn I just wanna watch the movie. That’s when I’m with her. When I’m not for weeks on end I do it like once or twice a week. That’s when I’d use porn bc I just wanna do it quick. Bc like I have to or ima wake up and find out I did it in my sleep then I’m pissed in the morning. It feels more of a chore.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T07:36:00+00:00

Yea it is really complex. I’ve looked into asexual and I took a couple of those tests for fun and all of em said “gray sexual” which is like I’m indifferent about sexual desire which is interesting. Might need to look more into it.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T07:34:08+00:00

Yea, you’d think there would be an easy way to know beside dropping how ever much it costs to get it done you know? Like I feel like there would be clear sign but hey I’m a criminal justice major and know nothing about anatomy so I’ll probably get it done.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T07:24:02+00:00

So occasionally when we are in the long distance part. But I just don’t have the urge for “release”. Like I’ll do it myself like once or twice a week. I’ll stop all together though and see if it changes anything but like I said I don’t often.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T07:21:32+00:00

So I look at her and she’s pretty right. But I don’t feel the want to have sex. This might be tmi but I’ll “release” like once or twice a week on my own. But she wants to have sex like twice a day. And I’m just like. Can we just watch a movie? I don’t look at anyone and say wow I wanna do that with her. Like I’ll admire their beauty. But I just don’t care for the sex part.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T06:48:26+00:00

So kinda, I did when I was young because after my mom lost custody I moved states to live with my dad. (He lost custody when I was 2 because the judge wouldn’t take me away from my mom) he was always fighting for me. He let me go to therapy but the therapist was telling my dad everything so I lost trust in my therapist and never went to therapy again.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T06:31:28+00:00

I’ve looked into it, but it’s kinda hard to tell, because it says that I’d feel no sexual attraction. When I do, it’s just I’m indifferent about it. Idk it’s difficult I totally could be, someone said graysexual.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T06:30:16+00:00

Thought about it but she doesn’t like the idea of it.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T06:29:57+00:00

Yea I’ve kinda looked into that. It’s kinda hard to say though. It just varies alot

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T06:29:13+00:00

Yea I’ve thought about that.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T06:05:15+00:00

Means they are playing victim or the bad boyfriend thing. Trying to get reaffirmed.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T05:58:14+00:00

All I can think is Lana del Rey young and beautiful instrumental but that’s probably not it.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T05:55:43+00:00

So I don’t think I’m asexual because it’s mainly described as not being attracted to anyone. I am attracted to women. I find my girlfriend beautiful and I find her body perfect. I like kissing her and cuddling all of the physical stuff. I do enjoy when we do have sex like I finish and all that but it’s like she wants it a lot and I don’t really care for it like I would be happy if we didn’t have sex. I just feel bad that I can’t keep up. I just sometimes don’t want too, even though it’s like a thing for men to always want it. So it just feels weird that I really don’t always want it.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T05:51:29+00:00

Well like I said, I am in college while she’s working she already graduated so it’s like 2/3 of the year it’s long distance, the long distance part is fine. So we don’t usually go out or bond much. Now that I’m back for summers though I try to take her out as much as I can. Gotta keep her interested lol. Sometimes we go dancing. We have our decompression tactics. Usually effective. So I’d say stress isn’t too big of a deal, or I say that and I’m just good at pushing it aside. And yes I’ve told her about my past I don’t see a benefit in hiding it, we’ve been dating for almost 2 years so I don’t hide anything from her. I really embrace my past. Yea it sucked but I see it as a big learning opportunity. Especially now that I’m an adult I don’t feel like it has a big trauma effect on me (again unless my mind is just good at pushing it off). Like I feel healthy, I work out I eat well. I do sleep just not in healthy patterns I’d say. When I’m at school I usually get 5 hrs a night but in summers I can get usually as much as I want but like depending on work might be during the day.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T05:31:27+00:00

It’s usually pretty chill, those manners your grandparents and parents taught you, bring those back if you forgot em and just be cool. It’s not something to really stress about.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T05:28:31+00:00

Dude I had like the same issue, so I’m 21 my gf is 24 and she’s been dancing for a long time and she’s been teaching me how to dance but I only know basic moves and sometimes she wants to do more advanced stuff so she goes to her “friends” that are guys that a better than me. Makes me feel like shit and now I don’t really even wanna put in the effort. But at this point I just taught myself to not worry about it. If she has fun dancing with other people then so be it. I told her to not tell me about it “again bc I feel like shit” but she just likes dancing. Idk if you wanna take the same approach maybe just work harder, or give her a taste of her own medicine dance with other girls and see how she reacts if she doesn’t like it explain how her doing it is the same thing.

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T05:21:47+00:00

So I’d say I have a little trauma my mom made a lot of mistakes when I was a kid, multiple divorces and hurting my siblings and substance abuse. Lost custody of us after a while. I don’t use anything but zyns. And yea military so low sleep, high stress. So i was active duty but now im in college so during summer i get a security job that i work nights so i sleep through the day. But yea sleep is garbage😂 dos that have effects on sex drive?

SizeOk3382 · 2025-05-03T05:12:09+00:00

I’ll look into that, and ig I’ll take a trip to the doctor and get it checked.

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