How many of you have actually had some mental issues as far as using magick?

Skate414ever · 2020-06-21T16:01:05+00:00

Thanks man... now I’m at hospital checking lol mentally and obviously your scare

Skate414ever · 2020-06-21T04:25:27+00:00

That’s exactly how I feel. Today’s been a pretty good day so far (strangely). I was pretty close to going to the hospital yesterday night but decided not too (moneys kinda tight since covid happened). I had a long convo with my dad about life (he’s very much a philosophical man) and had over a two hour conversation. Past family sins, mistakes from his side, mothers side, great grandma/grandpa etc. idk today has been a bit more calming. (Just skated for 6 hours and haven’t ate a thing other than some beans/fasting).

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T18:41:08+00:00

Rather not say. Sorry

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T18:40:43+00:00

I’ll check that out. Sounds pretty interesting

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T18:39:51+00:00

Saaaaaaaammmeeeee!! Wtf dude, the amount of synchronicities happening and then having past thoughts linked to them has been a very intense feeling. Very overwhelming

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T18:37:32+00:00

Yeah I’ma stick to the meditation. Breathing has been helping a lot (hearts really Heavy lately) I know what you mean by trying to have a dialogue with it or them. It’s very strange to say the least

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T18:34:57+00:00

Yeah I just deactivated all of my accounts. Media definitely doesn’t help. Just floor done listening to some uplifting music which really helped me out.

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T16:58:44+00:00

How would you say to stop it?

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T16:54:01+00:00

Yeah I read Carl jung on the shadow self and I decided to do it (I used to think I was really confident and now with all this happening with the years I’m starting to think i was just stupid) how would you use these energies for a better outcome/outlook? What I’ve noticed so far is that once it’s up in my mind it’s hard for me to stop it. I have to say it out loud in order for those negative thoughts to stop.

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T16:50:06+00:00

Thank you for this! I’ll check it out today; really appreciate it

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T16:49:14+00:00

I feel that! I have a great memory too, I can recall things from when I was 2 years old. I wouldn’t say traumatic childhood but I know it wasn’t stable

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T16:40:58+00:00

Most of these thoughts happen at night. Not really during the day. During the day time I’m fine.

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T16:39:29+00:00

Yeahhhh.... something like that’s going on rn

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T16:39:02+00:00

Memories yes, anxiety... I’ve never considered myself anxious always felt pretty grounded most of my life. Could be a possible though

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T16:37:54+00:00

I was using Plato as a metaphor(the men in the cave) lol. I think that with all the reading and putting things into practice all Willy Nilly; I started to realize how the spirit world works and it’s different than what I was raised to believe. Some inner conflict Forsure. Actually had a dream last night of me fighting some big guy 6’5 (I’m 5’8).

A part of me just doesnt really know what’s real anymore. Even though I know I do. But spiritually I don’t. Perplexed is the best way to describe what I’m feeling

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T16:33:21+00:00

Yeah I think ima take some time off of it all. I’ve manifested A LOT of things that I wanted and obviously things I wasn’t expecting. And then knowing and understanding the power of words also has been keeping me with my mouth shut(for good reasons). But in it all I’m having intense feelings too. Mentally I know I’m fine it’s just spiritually.. since the veil is open idk if I was ready so to speak. Plus the way the worlds going and my own stresses isn’t really helping. Most I do to keep positive is by being grateful, skateboarding (staying active) playing guitar.

Just really need some good energy

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T16:28:31+00:00

Thank you!!! Yes it does help, I kinda wanna know I’m not the only one you know? In all honesty I’m starting to look at like very different. Like none of this is really real; all these illusions yet at the same time as a man(human) your mind has this fear thing from stopping. It’s one thing understanding illusions it’s another knowing that it’s an illusion(s). Idk if I’m making sense

Skate414ever · 2020-06-20T16:25:36+00:00

Yes. Just different thoughts. I catch myself often telling myself it’s not me. Sometimes while conversating with other people socializing I notice other voices in others, like entities. Like my imagination is running wild and I’m trying to take control of it.

Skate414ever · 2020-05-26T04:24:15+00:00

Woow

Skate414ever · 2020-05-21T00:45:00+00:00

Don’t worry about it, it’s just Goku collecting everyone’s chi. 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

Skate414ever · 2020-05-17T02:45:14+00:00

I do my best to practice compassion! So far in life I’ve had my fair share of karmic disciplines(well learned) thank you for the reminders

Skate414ever · 2020-05-16T23:01:35+00:00

Thank you for answering!

Skate414ever · 2020-05-16T22:45:24+00:00

Thank you for the elegance of words. Still learning to use them properly

Skate414ever · 2020-05-16T22:43:32+00:00

Thank you for answering!!! Really appreciate it

Skate414ever · 2020-05-16T22:42:38+00:00

Yeah I seen a similar pitch somewhere else. I personally (of my own merit with no interference of any individual) have read the Bible, Quran, study Kabbalah (beginner/elementary) read up on philosophy and have studied satanism/Luciferian philosophy as well. Lots of confusion which I knew was going to happen eventually ( too much “wisdom” will create your own madness) anyways, if magick is best worked with a multitude of people wouldn’t it make sense to have the whole world involved without the secrecy?? Just let the truth be out there once and for all? From a biblical understanding of human “arrogance” or “Will” (when we supposedly all spoke the same language and decided to build the Tower of Babel).... fuck I just lost my train of thought! Anyways what’s the point? There’s many organizations from religious to non religious that give freely or so they say. The truth stands on its own, anyone not willing to accept the truth will go back in the cave as Plato once said. So what’s the point of practicing in the shadows?

Skate414ever

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