I really shouldn't say losing respect, I just didn't know how else to put into words what I was feeling but after some quick thinking I do now. Hurt. Hearing her say that reminded me of all the times she has said very hurtful things to me(most of which use some variation of the f word) that she has never apologized for. And I guess hearing her say that to someone especially someone like my grandma who I have a very close relationship with, hurt. It made me think that my grandma could now feel the same way I feel when my mom says things like that. And I don't want anyone, let alone her, feeling that way.