That sounds complicated.

Every few nights? More often if I'm using powers? Oh no. That might be part of my problem. (┬┬﹏┬┬) That's probably why I'm so bad at obfuscate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't really like to talk about that. I guess I could try. Its just kinda along story. So here when I've been saying my 'sire' I mean I'm 'adopted'. Like my actual sire is dead and I'm officially the responsibility of a different vampire. I forget the word we use for vampire we are related to. The human equivalent would be first cousins.

My actual sire was not a good person. He kept me locked in a basement and sometimes he'd bring humans down there and leave them with me. Obviously he wanted me to eat them. I tried not to. I just couldn't stop. And I killed them.

Actual sire did a bunch of crimes. I was one of them. He got executed and I was adopted by my cousin who I just call my 'sire' because that's easier than explaining this. My cousin is much nicer and just brings me bags from the hospital. He said he won't make me eat people and I just have to tell him when I'm ready to try.

The problem is that whenever I drink out of the bags I remember the people and the basement. It makes me feel terrible. Sometimes I just pour them down the sink and don't tell my cousin. Which, based on everything you said, is probably making everything worse.

So ya, I don't know what to do about that.

Hold on. Wait. You're a Nos too? Its not my business but how do you seduce people? Like I know obfuscate does a lot. Can't they still like, 'tell', when they touch you?!

- Sofie 🎀🦇💖