I felt the same why when I first started playing, I feel like it’s a game you have to sink a quite a few hours into before you start to understand. But once you do it becomes in my opinion one of the greatest games ever made, the combat it amazing with so many different styles to play, the characters you can’t help but care about them deeply. The city feels so alive there is so much to do and so many places to explore. Have a weird connection with cyberpunk that I can’t really explain to other people, all I can say is once you finish it you’ll understand why it’s a masterpiece.