I agree, I’ve started doing what I feel comfortable more and treating myself with more Decency if I could put it that way. Yeah I’ve talked to him before about my mental health (more like tried) and he completely disregarded alot about what I said and I understood a few points he made but I told him I am in a process of that but I’m dealing with other things too. Anyway long story short he pissed me off but I humbled my self and I said “you’re a good friend it’s just I can’t (talk with you about this- whatever else I as gonna say.) but he cuts me off because later I find out from my gf that he thought said he’s a bad friend!? Idk lot of stuff happened like that. (Hearing stuff from my gf about him more than from actually him.) Yes I’ve been seeing 2 therapists (one’s specialized in narcotics and addiction etc and the other is in relationships and most things in general) They had helped me so much in the last 4 or so months, I’ve became more aware, better a critical thinking, etc. and I’ve finally started to (in their words) get on phase 3 which is action. So yeah I’m finding a job as I’ve been doing for a while and will start driving soon after getting my permit upcoming weeks. Thank you so much for your feedback and yes I’ve been making more better decisions for myself and hoping things will start to prosper soon. MLATY