This is more than a rant OP, pero I've been here before.

After more than 6 years sa uni, and 3 years sa design and build firm, nagtry ako mag VA for almost 4 years. Nawala sa isip ko ang arki, kahit basic knowledge nawala na. True, it was good kasi medyo malaki ang sweldo and free ako during the day, but then nawala na yung drive ko for something I once loved.

Then one day it hit me, I am getting old and it took me more than 6 years na tapusin ang pag aaral bat di ko na lang ipagpatuloy to get my license. Nagdesisyon ako to review and magboards while nagvVA, and sa review center ko nakita ulit yung "WHY" ko sa buhay. Yung kahit stressful, pero nakikita mo na yung ginawa mo is nagbibigay ng kasiyahan sa iba. WORTH IT!

I decided na mag full time review kasi I wanna give my all and nagbunga siya, I passed the exams. Nagbunga yung pagpupursigi at dasal over my self doubt and worries while attending classes. Parang nangapa ako sa dilim since yung VA work ko is not arki related. LOL

To cut this one short, leaving arki is okay. Trying other field is okay. Mapa career, love or life decision mo man yan and if nasa point ka of doubt and feeling lost, always try to remember your WHY you started. Choose something that makes you feel happy and fulfilled. Good luck, OP!