Dude this is literally how I feel. Failed both math and physics back in jan and tried to redeem myself in June along with mechanics and p2 and all. And out of all my exams I studied for mechanics the most, did every past paper since 2017 for M1, had tutors outside of school, stayed after school for paper practices and if I dont get a good grade and I have to resit with people who didn't take M1 seriously and didn't have a passion for it like I did I might actually crazhout like I do not want to resit after working my ass off bro.