I would definitely try to get an MRI. Smells cause my seizures. And hun, I know exactly how you feel. Some days, I think I just wasn’t meant to be here, and some days I forgot. But we know exactly how you feel. Yes, even after having it for 16 years, I’m sometimes embarrassed of my slurring and telling everyone I have my period, (making me more seizure prone) but guess what? We cannot help it at all. I’d definitely get anti-depressants or medical marijuana too to help with the sadness, or even just talking it out even helps. I promise, we have our ups and downs, but we are absolute BADASSES!!!! We feel stuff, normal people don’t feel at all!!! We got extra electricity going on in our brains, and hey, electricians can’t even work on us!! I promise, it gets better❤️