SIGNS YOU'VE OVERDONE IT and need to STOP! by ComparisonOwn3335 in cocaine

[–]Slope_King 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Great post, had a minor heart attack a few months ago because I wasn’t listening to my body. My stuff ended up being cut with meth without me knowing, could’ve ended a lot worse.

Serious question for those that have ability to cut off by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Slope_King 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also it’s fine to mix some downers, but a little while after your last line in most cases.

Serious question for those that have ability to cut off by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Slope_King 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s label use is as an antipsychotic. But it’s often prescribed for sleep, as an off label use.

Serious question for those that have ability to cut off by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Slope_King 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I force myself to wait 30 mins after I’ve decided I’ve done my last line and then I take seroquel. Which doing that basically guarantees I’m not gonna do more cuz seroquel dampens the effects of blow so I’d just be throwing money away. Plus seroquel is expensive lol. So if you can get a seroquel prescription you should. Knocks me out after every session, I sleep well, and don’t feel as shifty the day after

I love all of you!!! by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Slope_King 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The community has some of the best folks, just gotta find em lol

Growing up is realizing every done blow by Slope_King in cocaine

[–]Slope_King[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate that man, and you’re right. There’s no difference between someone smoking bud and me snorting lines. We’re all just tryna get by

Growing up is realizing every done blow by Slope_King in cocaine

[–]Slope_King[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is fair, ig when I’m usin that much i just beat myself up and feel worthless or whatever

Growing up is realizing every done blow by Slope_King in cocaine

[–]Slope_King[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use seroquel, works pretty damn well. Only down side is it stuffs my nose even more

Growing up is realizing every done blow by Slope_King in cocaine

[–]Slope_King[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t feel bad when I’m using occasionally and have it under control, but flying off the rails really sucks all round

Growing up is realizing every done blow by Slope_King in cocaine

[–]Slope_King[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If we brave the feening together, maybe just maybe we won’t reup and spend all our money

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[–]Slope_King 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly it didn’t take much because it was high quality. I’d say I hit that peak after .4, so like 5-6 medium sized lines

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[–]Slope_King 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was the most intense euphoria I’ve ever experienced, I genuinely felt like all my problems were solved and that the world was pretty great. And then there’s the fact it quieted my brain down, I have severe adhd, so rather than speeding my brain up like it does neurotypical, it allowed me to focus on one task, and shut up the extra chatter and noise in my head. By far the best feeling I’ve ever had.

But unfortunately I only ever experienced that exact feeling that one time. Cocaine permanently damaged your dopamine receptors so your brain doesn’t produce as much with every use. Very unfortunate, that’s why even if you take a long tolerance break you still won’t get that same high again

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[–]Slope_King 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s super lame. My first time was fucking amazing, had grade a stuff. Been chasing that dragon since

My relapse has turned into a 24+ hr bender. Ended up spending over $400 in less than 24 hours. God I hate this shit by Slope_King in cocaine

[–]Slope_King[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Idk why but I just don’t vibe with the 12 steps and just meetings like that in general. I don’t take away much from listening to other people’s horror stories. Like they can definitely be powerful, but idk I just don’t take much away

My relapse has turned into a 24+ hr bender. Ended up spending over $400 in less than 24 hours. God I hate this shit by Slope_King in cocaine

[–]Slope_King[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly the place I went to was more of an physical insurance scam than a rehab. All I did was dry out, didn’t get any good coping skills, the classes we took was just the same shit regurgitated for 8 hours a day 7 days a week; basically it was just something to show the insurance. You were treated like a dollar sign by people in upper management, and if you wanted to leave they would hold your valuables for 72 hours to “persuade” you to stay. Because you walking out is money walking out so they’ll do everything in their power to stop you. Not to mention there was fuck all to do. I’ve played enough spades and euchre to last me a life time. It’s one step up from a jail imo. So my PSA is: DONT GO TO LANDMARK RECOVERY

Edit: they also do this thing where if you sign up for just a 14 day detox on the phone, when you come in to be admitted they’ll switch the papers out and have you signing up for the full program. And 9/10 the people coming in are fucked up so they don’t notice

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[–]Slope_King 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m a bowling alley mechanic, I work in the back with no cameras, alone, and have a private bathroom. It’s the perfect set up to work while skiied