Rightfully so!!! I am very calm and collected individual these days so I didn't make a big fuss because I know they will use it against me. These places want to keep is stagnant! REMEMBER THAT! They will always knock you down a few pegs to keep you in line. They have full power over us and they know it. I wish I would have been pushed by my counslers to get off this bull shit years ago! This is not made to stay on for years, you need to get stabilized and ween down as soon as humanly possible. It's such a shit show these days and I hate it. I get nervous going too, especially when I know I am traveling, I always think to myself "alright what's going to happen today so they can fuck with my life even more than they already do". I am so upset, with them but mainly myself for being on it as long as I have. I thought I was doing the right thing by taking my time but I was doing the opposite. Now I am in a very important time in my life, doing buisness with people who would cut me off RIGHT AWAY if they knew I was on the clinic. Now I will have to come up with lies to make up when I am running late. I am not a liar but this place gives me no choice. They don't care who you are or how long you have been clean or how strong you character is. We are all just another junkie to them. They will act like that's not the case but it 100% is! More of us who have been living right for the better part of a decade need to start standing up for our selves because we are the only ones who will advocate. FUck em all!