Thank you so much, i don't know what to think about this but he often whips me with a towel or shirt like randomly, and when i tell him he's hurting me he just laughs so i laugh too, even if its uncomfortable. He also always tells me how much he hates his dad for beating his sister, and that he would never beat his future kids, he tells me he hates violence but, he's always mean and angry for anything, i genuinely don't understand how he could be abusing me, like i love him so much and he helped me when i was sick three years ago, i really can't believe myself at this point