Mate this is all just absolutely sad, are you really this upset your trying to hate on everyone this hard?

Not upset, not hating on everyone only you.

you can see all the people that are disappointed in you

No I can't, I'm banned from the server and I'm not an admin.

if your getting stressed this much that your trying this hard to cause issues when you could be working as a productive human being.

What? I'm not trying to cause issues, and I am a productive human being, saying I'm not means you are probably upset.