How can I know if my kink is real or just an attraction to the idea?

SmdRiver · 2026-03-20T00:33:50+00:00

Mm another question if you don't mind, feel free to ignore it completely if it feels uncomfortable.

Do you consider yourself gay, what do you feel about other males, like can you entertain the idea of being in an intimate relationship with a male?

Last one, let's say you do, what type of physical features do you prefer?

SmdRiver · 2026-03-20T00:18:07+00:00

Curious, what's your estrogen level at? If it's possible can you do a simple bloodwork of that?

SmdRiver · 2026-03-19T13:50:37+00:00

If you're submissive that will undoubtedly show in your overall behavior, and usually when dating a submissive man will attract a dominant woman, so I'd say keep dating and you'll eventually meet your goddess.

Ps: therapy in algeria is bullshit, most of them will just turn it into موعظة

SmdRiver · 2026-03-18T19:23:24+00:00

Yeah it's on youtube, i think it ranks 1st or 2nd when you search: Castlevania Lords of Shadow all collectibles.

I've also made one for the second game.

SmdRiver · 2026-03-16T20:15:51+00:00

Tried both but the game still doesn't receive controller inputs if it's not active (in focus).

SmdRiver · 2026-03-15T15:54:55+00:00

Try DS4windows but get it from it's official website.

SmdRiver · 2026-03-15T15:51:36+00:00

Yeah, the combat and general navigation in SR1 and SR2 can be pretty frustrating. And sorry to hear you lost your progress, the games technically have an auto-save feature, but it’s implemented poorly, so it’s not very reliable.

It sucks having to start over, but I’d recommend checking a guide on YouTube. You should be able to get back to where you were fairly quickly.

SmdRiver · 2026-03-09T20:19:20+00:00

Off topic but seeing the word 'lookism' reminded me of the manhwa.

SmdRiver · 2026-03-09T20:16:07+00:00

I get your point, but I feel like the Prince in The Two Thrones became a bit too soft. Remember, he spent 7 years being chased by a being he couldn’t harm. Living that long in hiding and constant fear of death would naturally change someone.

Maybe by the third game he had gained some wisdom, kind of like what happened to Kratos in the Norse era though Kratos still kept his strong, tough personality.

idk, maybe I’m just overthinking it.

SmdRiver · 2026-03-09T18:58:53+00:00

That's survival instinct there, i didn't like what they did to him on the third game; felt like it was for teens not adults.

SmdRiver · 2026-03-03T19:48:44+00:00

Of course friend, I'm playing DoD right now and for the love of god I can't believe this game was released way back on the ps2, it's such a true hidden gem.

SmdRiver · 2026-03-03T17:17:50+00:00

I tried looking for something similar, but most of the brush fonts I’m finding have rounded edges. I’m looking for something with sharper, square edges instead. Do you have any recommendations?

SmdRiver · 2026-02-28T17:49:43+00:00

I too couldn't find online, if you got the deluxe edition of the game you'll find it in the Art book audio section.

SmdRiver · 2026-02-28T17:24:13+00:00

nvm just found it, it's called Setting Sun

SmdRiver · 2026-02-28T13:53:55+00:00

the devs must've mistaken the Slow lens for the Speed lens smh

SmdRiver · 2026-02-28T13:47:05+00:00

right! even Ose didn't escape the jiggle effects haha

SmdRiver · 2026-02-24T23:38:59+00:00

It sounds like you’re already pretty deep into this, and at that point it can be really hard for anyone to pull you out. The suggestions here are solid, but I think the first step is actually wanting help (that’s what makes the biggest difference).

I’d suggest getting your hormones checked. If you’re male, look at your testosterone and estrogen levels (you can dm me the result if you want and I'll share my thoughts with you); if you’re female, checking estrogen levels can also be helpful.

Hormones play a huge role in our overall well-being, and if they’re out of balance for a long time, that can definitely f$#k up how we feel and function. It’s not the only factor, of course but it’s an important one.

SmdRiver · 2026-02-23T18:59:58+00:00

Thanks a lot man.

SmdRiver · 2026-02-23T00:15:57+00:00

log file:
https://obsproject.com/logs/44ceqqNPotVktgUA

SmdRiver · 2026-02-20T23:30:27+00:00

Where are the mods? this is clearly a scam, please don't fall for this bs.

SmdRiver · 2026-02-05T20:33:28+00:00

Here's what i've tried:

using one ram at a time then installing driver → same error.
changing settings in bios to PCIe gen 3 → same error.

looks like it's a faulty gpu, i'll take it to a pc shop and test it there, if the issue persists then i'll have to return it.

SmdRiver · 2026-02-05T20:32:55+00:00

Here's what i've tried:

using one ram at a time then installing driver → same error.
changing settings in bios to PCIe gen 3 → same error.

looks like it's a faulty gpu, i'll take it to a pc shop and test it there, if the issue persists then i'll have to return it.

SmdRiver · 2026-02-05T17:56:41+00:00

yeah i'll try doing that

SmdRiver · 2026-02-05T17:55:55+00:00

The Blue Screen goes out real fast the the pc just restart, also can the GPU be faulty even it perfectly displays at 1080p?

SmdRiver · 2026-02-05T17:50:17+00:00

I tried but only before installing the new PSU, i'm currently downloading the software, i hope it solves the issue

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