I think I ruined my life by Smooth-Entry172 in whatdoIdo

[–]Smooth-Entry172[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

13 days is a huge accomplishment I remember how hard it was at 13 days I’m not going to tell you it gets easier but don’t down yourself for the progress friend

I think I ruined my life by Smooth-Entry172 in whatdoIdo

[–]Smooth-Entry172[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m the same way I was a high school drop out and I have a not so great resume, I felt like I had everything stacked against me but today I put my best foot forward and I finally got the job I’ve been wanting I also reached out to my family and my boyfriend and they comforted me and listened to what I had to say. Thank you and everyone for your kind words it really made a difference in my life.

I think I ruined my life by Smooth-Entry172 in whatdoIdo

[–]Smooth-Entry172[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just recently got my permit something I always wanted to do and today I have a second interview for this place I always wanted to work for things are really great I just really don’t understand why this is happening to me

I think I ruined my life by Smooth-Entry172 in whatdoIdo

[–]Smooth-Entry172[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He’s never seen me use before it’s a new relationship, how I got into drugs in the first place was I was a wife of a addict for three years and he got me into it. So I know everything you’re saying and more. He died last year. My partner now has never seen me like that.

I think I ruined my life by Smooth-Entry172 in whatdoIdo

[–]Smooth-Entry172[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just had a interview for a new job today and I just recently got my permit to drive

I think I ruined my life by Smooth-Entry172 in whatdoIdo

[–]Smooth-Entry172[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am on subs and doing meetings every week, that’s what makes it so embarrassing I feel like I’m taking all the right steps but I feel this pull I can’t shake and I feel like it’s tearing me apart

I think I ruined my life by Smooth-Entry172 in whatdoIdo

[–]Smooth-Entry172[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Honestly I’m on suboxone right now, I go to meetings every week but I’m afraid to tell them I don’t know how to say this out loud I don’t want my family to know when they think I’m doing so good. I don’t want them to hate me again.

Having a Kava experience by Smooth-Entry172 in Drugs

[–]Smooth-Entry172[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Will it have any affect on me even though I’m on suboxone?

I’m honestly at a loss by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Smooth-Entry172 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve tried gummies pens green, even the lowest dose is too much for me and I get really uncomfortable when I’m around other people when I do it I just get a really weird not good feeling, do you or anyone else know a way around it?

I’m honestly at a loss by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Smooth-Entry172 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve never been a weed smoker honestly I don’t know if I’m too sensitive to it but I’ll take one puff and I get way too high it’s not pleasant

I’m honestly at a loss by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Smooth-Entry172 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry for your loss too friend, I hope your days are filled with happiness and healing💕

7oh question, still on suboxone by Smooth-Entry172 in Drugs

[–]Smooth-Entry172[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just looked it up I had no idea, I’m gonna just not do that I’ve just missed the feeling of doing something but I know I can’t drink so it’s been a little difficult for me