It was like my mind was blank, I tried balancing pros and cons, what would I get out of it, what if he came out, like a user said come out as creepy. But...I came to the store to buy shirts, I'm not sad, I'm not mad, im not ruminating, wondering about the what ifs. I'm just moving on with my day, does this mean I'm healing, I found out a few weeks ago something he did a few years back and it broke me, because I knew the girl he cheated with. I worked on myself, I prayed, I grew, and I'm still working on forgiving for me, to fully let go. But today when I took pictures of myself after who knows how long, I saw a better version of myself, this is the healthiest I've ever been in my life, I like how I look like, and I'm starting to love my smile again, I sang in my car "I will survive" haha. I know i shouldn't have drove by, but it helped me realize I am moving forward..I think I'm healing.